Pernicious H.S

Deja Vu (9)

Coming home last night was a blur, who knew doing coke would have that effect on you....? I woke up today with a slight headache. Barely able to see, I tried my best to walk to the bathroom. I struggled turning on the light, feeling around the wall. Relieved that I finally found it, I switched it on.

"Aah"

The light was so bright.

I wish that I could say I felt like Edward being scared of the sun. Knowing if I walked into it I would sparkle and all the girls would freak out because I looked so hot. Though in reality I gave in to "peer pressure" from Harry...OUT OF ALL PEOPLE... and did coke. Instead of being able to look in the mirror and see a hot vampire I looked like a zombie. My eyes were covered by black circles. Thanks to myself who decided that black eyeliner was the "best" option. God I feel stupid now.

Turning the faucet on I pulled back my brown hair and splashed the cold water on my face. Sending a shiver down my spine. I took my time washing my face trying to scrub off all the smeared makeup. I haven't felt this shitty since senior prom. When some assholes decided to spike the punch, but honestly seventeen year old me wasn't complaining. The only person complaining was Jadyn's mom when we tried to "sneak" into her house. She was so mad at us, but she still helped us to bed. When we woke up there were two bottles of water and Advil. Today I wish I would have woken up to Advil and water but instead because it was the sudden urge to pee.

So I grabbed the Advil out of my cabinet, opening it up to see that there are only three left. I took two and popped them in my mouth before leaning my head down and drinking out the facet.

Getting ready in the morning wasn't so bad after I got back into the groove of things. Actually today I made myself waffles and had the time to eat and watch New Girl. But knowing my life, the quiet and relaxing day wouldn't last. Instead my phone started to buzz and I knew exactly who was calling me, Jadyn. I was hesitant to pick up the phone and just pretend that I couldn't hear it, or that it was lost in the couch cushion. But I knew that the longer I let it rang the more worried she would get. That's way, way worse than just talking to her. So I put on a brave face and answered the phone.

"Finally! What took you so loooong to answer?" She said dragging out the o in long.

"My phone was stuck in the couch cushion" I lied.

"How did tha-.....? Never mind, anyways Niall wanted to hang out with us today!"

"Oh? Weren't we just with them basically this whole week?"

"Maybe, but anyways we have to go"

"Whyyyyy......I don't even get to hang out with you. I just get stuck with Harry."

"You have to go!"

"Why? I'm just gonna feel like a third wheel, so just enjoy your alone time"

"I told him you were coming! So you have no choice"

"Jadyn, no"

"Amber, yes"

Honestly why do I even bother when I know in the end that I'm just going to cave in. I rather just do it and get it over with than deal with Jadyn being upset and annoyed at me.

"Ugh....Fine" I groaned.

"Thank you so much!! You won't be bored or left out. I promise I'll make it fun for you!" Jadyn replied.

Ending the call I continued on watching my show.

Not knowing what time Jadyn was going to show up I decided to get ready.

It wasn't long after getting ready that Jadyn was barging through my door. I was just about to resume my episode of New Girl, when she came in.

"I'm so excited to tell you about what happened last night!" Jadyn shrieked.