i broke the only promise i made to myself.
to never beg
even if i wanted someone to stay.
that was my weakest point.
i built myself and i also broke myself.
i think that's why this hurts so much.
because i was the one who did this to myself.
i let you in. i let you in.
you said you didn't want me to feel what you felt.
i could never hate you because there is no reason to. frankly, you don't really deserve to get that sort of reaction from me.
the only thing i could hate about you: all the promises you made. i told you i hated promises especially if you can't keep them.
i wish you never promised me anything.
