you told me i never fought and i never tried.
i was fighting for us every fucking day.
who are you to say that?
i blamed myself so much for that.
i don't know why i blamed myself for that.
just because i didn't get drained as much you did, it doesn't mean that at one point i never got tired
i realize now that i actually did try
maybe it was not enough for you
or just not in the way that you were hoping for
i understand i was the worst communicator
and i acknowledge that.
but don't fucking tell me that i didn't try to fight for us.
i guess it's circumstantial though.
each time i let go, you don't think that hurt me too?
if i had never tried too, wouldn't we have broken up a long time ago?
i gave us plenty of chances too.
i'm sorry it felt like i never gave us a chance.
