♡Masked Love♡ (Im A Liar This Is Dead)

Chapter 5- Gone 💧💖

I didn't want to live here anymore..I fact, I didn't want to live at all... (CHAPTER 5)

//little trigger warning for this part so if your sensitive to ⚠️suicide⚠️ then maybe skip the first 2 paragraphs <3//

Y/n pov:
That's it. I couldn't take it anymore. I had everything, my brother, a bed to sleep on, my life wasn't miserable, I even had some guy actually care about me. I guess that was it, this is it. I couldn't deal with my sad pathetic life anymore, so I made my way to the roof of my apartments (which was pretty high).

I sat down, as my legs dangled over the edge. I thought about my decision. My building was close to a road so if I jumped, it would be into on-coming traffic. After a while of thinking, I stood up. I had made my decision. I took one step forward.. and then another.. I was one step away from the edge..I felt a tear roll down my cheek, then I took another step....

I felt a tug on my shirt. I was pulled up, into the arms of a quite..strong man 🤭😩😏
//OK ILL STOP//
I was pulled into the arms of a man. "Its okay.." I heard a familiar voice say. It was.. the man from the train station.? Why had he come back for me? That stalker..he knows about everything..! I hate him..! I..I..!

I couldn't hold it in anymore. I cried. "Its okay, your okay, just let it all out.. I'm right here." He told me. I cried into this strangers arms until I couldn't cry anymore. My throat was tight and I couldn't speak anymore. "Are you okay?" He asked me. I stood still, no movements, no words, nothing. He held me tighter. A few moments later I finally said something.

"Thank you.." I said under my breathe, as I wrapped my arms around him, hugging him tightly. I let go and stepped back. He tilted my chin up. "Are you okay now?" He asked again. I nodded. "Y-yeah..I'm okay. I owe you one, y'know..for saving my life I guess." He shook his head. "no." He said, "no more depts. You don't have to owe anyone anything."

I didn't say anything. He was so creepy in the train station, now he's being so sweet. What happened? Was it becuase of me? He handed me a card that looked identical from the card he gave me a while back, except it had words on the back. "Would you still like to participate in the games?" He asked. This is what I wanted. Everything, is coming back to me.

I quickly took the card, and hugged him. He smiled and walked off. I ran down, as huge grin stretched across my face. Then as I got to my room, I turned on the light. I read it.
Time: Midnight, June 23
Place: same as previous
I thought about it. No more me being nice, if I wanted to win, I had to be tough.

I went down to my local shop. Then from the corner of my eye, I saw two familiar faces. Player 001, and player 456. I hid behind a wall. Maybe I could get something out of them. I listened.. It was nothing interesting, and I was about to leave. But then 001 said "I decided to join." "Join what?" 456 asked. It went quiet. "Your going back?" 456 asked. "Mhm" 001 said, "becuase since my times almost out, I dont want to sit around waiting to die."

That really caught me off-guard.
//speaking of guard 😫😫 SORRY I CANT-//
What did he mean "waiting to die." Did he have something wrong with him? I was worried. "They were right, out here, the torture is worse." I guess he was right. I hated it here, not even a full day ago I tried to
//⚠️TRIGGER WANRING⚠️//
kill myself.

*lmao fast forward uwu*

I stood there. In the rain. I didn't have a hoodie, so I was there soaking in the rain. Then I was flashed with somebody's car light. There it was, the car. He pulled up next to me. The car door slowly opened. I quickly hopped inside. "I was out in the rain, maybe get faster opening doors? Jeez your cheep.." I told him. He didn't respond which only made me more mad. "Respond." I demanded in a firm but intimidating voice. "Sorry." He blurted out.

Woah. I even scared myself! But I knew my plan was working, that I got what I wanted if I acted aggressively. I sighed as the gas started pouring in. I fell asleep quickly. And when I woke up.. I was back. In the same bed, same clothes, and same room. I hopped down looking around. I saw 001 and 456 here. They came back! But I wanted to stick with the guy with the snake tattoo, and I think his number was 101. I wasn't too interested on names, but I did know that he was high on respect.

I felt someone hug me from behind. I bashed them on a bed post. "OW!" The voice screamed. I turned to see my brother rubbing the back of his head. I laughed. "Your an asshole, Y/n" He said playfully. I gave him a hug. "That's what you get Han-Gyeol, for scaring me." I laughed. "So you came back, huh?" I sighed. "Yeah, I see you too.." He said. I nodded awkwardly. Then I broke the silence.

"So I'm trying a new tactic, I act mean to get what I want." I say. He looks at me like I just said that dogs could fly or something. "You? Mean? No, I couldn't see it." He giggled. I narrowed my eyes at him. "Oh really." I said in the same stern voice I used in the car.

//How I imagine Y/n would look rn- and yes that's my art.. TwT//

He slowly nodded his head. "Yeah I see it now." He mumbled. I giggled. The speaker announced "everyone come to the center of the room." So everyone started going. Turns out they were handing out food. I pushed someone out of the line becuase I was hungry as hell. "Whats wrong with you?" The guy yelled. I yanked his shirt, as he whimpered in fear I said "careful who your talking to." I let him go and he rushed to the back of the line.

I got my food and sat next to my brother who watched me shove that guy. "Wow, your actually kinda good at this mean thing!" He snickered. I rolled my eyes as I ate. I saw 101 walking towards me. I almost spat out my food, as I pretended not to notice. He stopped in front of me. "Hey." He said. I looked up trying to seem unfazed.

"What?" I responded. "I've got scrawny weak guys, and you seem strong and independent." He continued. I knew what he was getting at but still wanted clarification. "Are you trying to recruit me?" I asked. "Yeah, you'd be a great asset to me- my team" He said.

I said.. (To be continued)

//question should I make some steamy parts or keep it pg//
//also tysm for 1.36k views it actually means so much! And don't worry I'm working on my next chapter rn//