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You say to ask for help
That you're always there
You say life can only get better
That I just need to trust you
But when I was at my weakest and broken
In that time where were you
When everyday I only wished for death
Where were you
The dark was my friend during this time
While I wished that all my pain would end
But to scared to end the pain myself
So chose scars to my wrist to add to my horror life
You say I should have let you in
That you could have got me help
You always say how you wish you would've changed things
That it could have been different
But you're talking to a twisted mind here
That has already reimagined my life a million times
But in every version one thing always was missing
And that would be you
When I was young and so alone
Where were you
When I was rejected and ashamed
Where were you
You had a chance to be there for me
Instead you chose to leave
I needed you more than ever
Sorry if I can't believe you now
When I was lost and confused
Where were you
When I was an outsider at every turn
Where were you
You claim to love me and want to help
But it is a promise I have heard before
Please forgive me if I can't trust you
When all I can remember is that you were never there
