I thought she would make me forget about you

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Will she make me forget about you?
I asked myself this questions for weeks
Weeks of loving two person
Who do you love the most?
My friends were asking me this
Who do I love the most?
A question without any answer
Then, I dated her
I thought she would make me forget about you
Once again, you left
I think you were jealous but I will never get the answer
You asked me if I really loved you, you told me you loved me
For the first time, I thought I had you
I was ready to leave her for you after only a week
But you said no
You said you weren't ready for another relationship
That's the last thing you said before leaving me
I was still dating her when you came back fir the second time
It has been a month and a half
I thought that the feelings were gone
But I was wrong, they were still there
They came back stronger than they were before
They came back worst than before
I started self-harming, I started crying everyday, I didn't eat as much as I should've
Everything because I loved you
And you didn't even want me at this point.

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