Chapter 7

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I wake at first light, as I've been doing for years, to watch the sun rise. I've always loved sunrises, I find them even more beautiful than sunsets. I have no idea what time it is, I really need to get myself a watch. Sitting up I continue to watch as the bright colors lit up the sky into a beautiful day, only I couldn't enjoy the days as I once had. My head still trying to wrap my mind about what has happened in these last few months, everything has really been a blur. I don't know what I regret more, ever being involved with HIM or not telling my family where I was. I regret these the most in my life. Still in bed I knew I had to get up and start my day. Monday's have always been the worst day of the week for me; Monday's meant school, Monday's meant track and cross country conditioning and a Monday was also the day HE asked me out and the day that I left. Monday's were not very kind to me. Finally deciding I needed to get up and dressed I, quite reluctantly might I add, rolled out of bed. Showering and getting dressed in new, clean clothes was probably one of the best feelings I've had in a while. Grabbing another disgusting granola bar and my backpack I walked out the door to the house. I decided to take my time at walking asking myself if going to school was really worth it. Was it worth going if I'm going to have to leave soon? Was it worth getting attached to people? Was it worth risking that someone could recognize me?

To answer those questions probably not worth it, but I'm going to do it anyway.

A/N

Sorry for the short chapter. It's spring break and I'm up in the mountains, and it's snowing!! Sorry for the wait and sorry for the short chapter. The next one will be longer and I will update soon. Do you want other POVs I was thinking a few from Xzavier and the ex boyfriend tell me what you think

Later my lovelies

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