hi
me again.
my feelings are back. I thought it was over and done with when I emailed you a while ago but I must be a fool to think I am completely healed from this..
from us.
Grief can drive you to a place of emotions and feelings that you may never had realized were still there. i lost someone close recently and all I can think about is crying to you. you bring a sense of peace into my already peacefully chaotic world. I know it's stupid to give someone such a big responsibility. but you don't deny the role. you accept it. you're accepting me.
what's on my mind right now?
you specifically told me you would answer the phone whenever I called no matter who you were on the phone with. while that sounds like simple words it's so much more behind it. so much unspoken. so much unspoken between us.
I want to pick up the phone right now but it's after midnight and it's not safe to make calls at this time.
call me. so that I can tell you exactly how I feel. so I can tell you that I miss you.
call me so that I know you're thinking of me too. so I won't feel stupid about thinking about you all day.
it's so unhealthy.
don't judge me. you're no saint either.
we're all sinners.
sincerely,
the girl before
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The Girl And Her Emails
Short StoryThis is a book about a young girl who writes emails that she'll never send. A secret online diary of her own. Until one day she pressed send.
