The Girl And Her Emails

your plus one

hi

it's me again.

I'm feeling better already now that I've gotten some things off my chest. my head is clear. my heart beat is normal...

who am I kidding? it's smiling because I'm thinking of you. I'm smiling because I'm thinking of you.

we haven't talked today. in a while actually. i'm preparing myself for the day I'll see you again. it's approaching sooner than I expected. it's all I can think about right now. dressing up in costumes. dancing to the rhythm of the songs as the walls vibrate from the bass. I love to dance, you know that. it's the first time we'll party together. the first time we will see each other in a different light. the first time you'll see me in my element. free.

I can't wait to see your smile. hug you. smell the scent you'll leave behind. i'm curious though. is she your plus one? is she who you asked me could you bring? I told you I don't care who you bring but I do. I just know it's her. so my night is already ruined.

unless I spill the beans to you first. before I see you. before I see her. you need to know.

at least I think so.

sincerely,

the girl before