I want to make a deal with you

Never felt so low

It had been about a week after everything that happened. Bill kept trying to talk to me but I ignored him every time he popped up in my dreams and forced myself awake so I hadn't been sleeping much. All of my close friends knew about what was going on so I had no where to go and I had been staying at the motel but I was lowing run on money and I didn't have any income since I wasn't working at the mystery shack. I sat on my bed holding my face and taking a deep breath. I wasn't eating, sleeping, I hadn't even showered or brushed my teeth. I sighed slowly and got up going over to the washroom. I started the shower staring at it blankly before I got naked and stepped in. I felt so blank and tired. The guy I said I love you too, the only guy I had ever said that too, tried summoning multiple demons to take over the world. My family abandoned me, none of my friends wanted to see me even my sister hadn't even texted me.

I glanced over at my razor and sighed a bit shaking my head a bit and rubbing my face before starting to wash my hair. Once I had finished I got out and dried off heading out to my room and sitting down. I got dressed quietly and once I had brushed my teeth I started packing up all my stuff. I didn't have enough money to stay again for the next to days. I packed my bag and charged my phone before heading out, it was cold and the wind hit me like a blast freezer chilling me to my bone. I shivered and grabbed out my jacket putting it on before taking my bag and starting to walk around town tiredly. I stopped at the mall and went inside starting to walk around to get some food. I went to a taco bell and checked my wallet. I paid for some mexi fries getting them and then heading to the lounge. I sat down and started eating quietly. Once I was done I got up again. I bit my inner cheek when I spotted Mable. She spotted me as well and then turned away, my heart sank

I messed everything up. I was so tired. I headed off and ended up sitting outside some store with a blanket some guy who I thought I was homeless gave me. I mean, he wasn't wrong. I held my bag tight and looked up watching as it started to rain. I pulled my legs in and sighed.

This continued for about a week the rain was rough and it was supposed to start snowing soon. It had already and I felt like I was getting sick. I needed to get out of this somehow. I needed something.. I needed to be out of this situation. I got up slowly and threw my bag over my shoulder and headed into a store waving at some of the people before going in to try and find some food I could afford and easily make. I rubbed my eyes feeling woozy and leaning on the shelf a bit. I teared up and held my face, I was so tired. When I felt a hand hold me up I glanced back to see Robby, still emo. But cool emo now.

"O-oh uh... Robby hi..." I said standing up properly and rubbing my eyes,

He nodded a bit before mumbling "I've uh... seen you around town. You.. don't have anywhere to go do you?" he asked

I looked up at him and rubbed my eyes mumbling "uh...no... No I do not" I whispered everything being a bit blurry before everything turned black falling limp

When I woke up I was in a nice room with black as the main colour and dark purple undertones. I sat up slowly and rubbed my eyes looking down in a pair clean of clothes a baggy band t and a clean pair of my underwear. I glanced around slowly before getting up wobbling a bit

Robby came in and said "sit back down Dipper you shouldn't really be moving around a ton" He said. Now that I could see better I could see Robby better, he was tall and lean with a black wolf cut tied back into a small bun. His signature sweater and a pair of ripped jeans. He had gotten a ton better at make up and ditched the fingerless gloves and instead decorated his hands with rings and a few bracelets "How long has it been since you got kicked out?"

I sat back down mumbling "you look good.." I hummed before laying back again and saying "Two weeks... I think... three maybe I don't tons remember my demon boyfriend sorta just tried to take over the world again and now my family hates me so.. you know..." I shrugged looking down at him as he grabbed out a heating pad and saying "your still freezing and you've been inside for an hour" he said putting some soup on the side as well

"Oh ya I uh... some guy stole my gloves.. I have my blanket and everything else though" I mumbled watching him

He nodded a bit sitting down on the side of the bed and grabbed my hands cleaning out some scratches and cuts "Wendy told me what happened. With the whole demon summoning thing. That where all the marks came from?" He asked

I nodded slowly and said "I guess I thought maybe I could change him but.. that was stupid huh..?" I asked quietly. He shook his head and said "no... come on lets just talk about it... I have a couple questions you know?"