She From a young age I always sort of knew I was different, up until I was fifteen I thought it was because I was a nerdy and liked weirder stuff then other guys my age, but when I got a proper full on boner because a guy I was hanging out with made some moves on me and kissed my neck and touched me in places I didn't think would feel so... so electric line the inside of my thighs... stomach.. it just felt so... so... exhilarating and perfect. Of course we did things afterwards that felt amazing.
Me and him ended up fiddling around with each other every now and again after that until I figured out I was actually gay and decided I wanted to go out with him. Of course he said no, heart broken. Again.I had never actually came out properly to my parents I just dated guys, they knew but I never actually said I was gay but as I sat on the bed in front of my uncle Ford saying "gruncle Ford I'm gay..." I could feel the tension in the room slip away somehow instead of become thicker
"Um..? Ok and?" He asked quietly
I looked up at him asking "your not angry with me..?" I asked quietly
He shook his head saying "no, why would I be mad?" He asked laughing a bit
"I.. I don't know I just.. thought..."
Ford laughed shaking his head a bit getting up and ruffling his head "kid. Your my nephew no matter what. I don't care, it'll take some getting used to but it's ok, and I promise not to tell anyone until your ready. Now come downstairs when your done foods ready" he smiled heading downstairsI sat stunned before I smiled a bit and mumbling "that went way better then expected..." I laid back down before I grabbed my phone pulling up some photos before reaching into my pants again letting go for a bit before I got washed up and headed downstairs. I sat down and smiled a bit saying "hey guys, what's for dinner?" I asked sitting in the living room and looking around at my family and friends just happy to be around the people I loved so much but I looked at Wendy and I go so nervous for a second. Next to my uncles my parents and my sister, she was one of the people I was most worried about coming out to... I just hoped it would go well
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