I want to make a deal with you

Hollow words with big meanings

I laid in bed with bill watching him sleep quietly. What is he doing out? He's been doing this for awhile now two weeks maybe. He would be out for hours doing god knows what. I could feel myself slowly breaking as our relationship lost its sparks so fast, like it had been lost over night. Like he forgot what we were. I stared at him watching his chest rise and fall slowly. My eyes watered up a bit but I ignored it and whipped the tears away laying down and falling fast asleep.

Bill's POV

I woke up early that morning and got up already starting to climb out the window, I couldn't handle another I love you today when I never really meant what I had been saying, well I meant it. But it felt wrong saying it when I knew what I was doing wasn't a good idea to do behind his back. I climbed out the window and jumped down snapping myself away and into the forest where I had left off the other day. I looked around and started walking again, when I got out to the end of the city suddenly I was cut off. I found it. I had finally found it. I knelt down and felt around before my hands jammed into the unicorn hair and I was stopped.

I sat down and pulled out a notebook opening it and starting to chant quietly chanting out the words I had written down in the book. I chanted for awhile before the unicorn hair flew up and turned to dust the barrier disappearing before my eyes. I stepped in and out of the opening in the area jumping up and saying "Yes! I've done it! I can do this!" I yelled to myself jumping up and down happily before I checked the time and started heading back quickly. All I needed to do was get my hands on those books and summon all my friends once more. Once I got back to dippers house I climbed up in through the window again. I paused seeing an awake dipper saying "Hi, wanna hang out today?" I asked

Dipper glanced over at me and mumbled "No... where were you... we were supposed to have breakfast together today but you were just gone?"

I frowned and said "I wad doing stuff" I mumbled going over to sit down next to him leaning over to kiss his neck and initiate something. Forget about it.

He pushed me away and mumbled "I don't want to see you right now" He said sternly and suddenly I was sitting in my world again. I sighed and laid back grumbling and mumbling "seriously dipper" I sighed and shook my head. Maybe I'd see him in our dreams, I stilled yearned for him. I wished for him. When I did fall asleep I wasn't granted access into the dream world.

I was stuck in the forest watching gravity falls from afar and plotting for about a week before finally I was in dippers room again. He looked terrible. I sat down next to him and said "Hi..."

He leaned into me and whispered "hi..." nuzzling my shoulder and whispering "you really need a bath. You stink" he hummed

I couldn't help a smile spread across my face butterflies forming in my stomach as I chuckled and said "ya I guess I really do" I laughed getting gup and picking him up.

He leaned into me and said "no ones home lets go get you in the bath you dirty Dorito" he whispered

I snickered and smiled widely going to the washroom with him getting in the bath with him. We played with bubbles like normal but I could still feel sadness and worry run through him. I kissed his head and bit my lip before I whispered "I love you.." the words felt shallow and wrong. I knew what I was doing wrong and it was stopping me but I could feel it made him happier so I said it a couple times more then it seemed like he didn't want to kill me anymore which made me feel great.

After we finished getting bathed we headed to sleep napping together but I snuck down. I glanced around a bit and grabbed the journals sitting down and taking down tons of note, everything, every word comma period and drawing. I almost had a perfect copy of the first book before I tucked it away and headed up hiding the notebook and getting back in bed. I laid with him and kissed his head whispering "I promise to keep you around... promise..." I whispered before falling asleep again