Pinky Promise | Santana Lopez love story

Heart Broken

POV Santana
I wake up Amelia by slightly shaking her.
"Am, we're landing soon." I whispers. She cuddles into the crook of my neck and sighs heavily.
"Baby you have to put your seatbelt back on we're landing." I say.
"Hold me tighter!" Amelia begs childishly. I've never seen her like this before and to be completely honest it made me a little nervous.
"Hey baby it's ok I've got you." I say holding her close to me. The second we get off the plane we rush to get our suitcase's. I call my mom to pick us up from the airport and when she gets here Amelia rushes into her arms.
"Sh sh sh it's alright Amelia I've got you." My mom says hugging Amelia. "Let's get you in the car honey, do you want to sit in front or in back with Santana?" My mom asks
"b-back please" Amelia stutters pulling away from the hug. The entire drive to the hospital Amelia stared at me with this painfully sad look in her eyes. I place my hand on her thigh slide my hand up and down her leg to keep her as calm as possible. When we got to the hospital Amelia rushed inside and immediately saw her brother and two little sisters waiting for her. She starts crying hysterically and runs full speed into Sterling's arms.
"is she dead did I miss my chance to say goodbye?!" Amelia cries.
"No Amelia she's not died, she's in a coma and from what the doctors are saying she'll most likely go brain dead in the next hour so you still have time." Sterling says holding onto Amelia like his life depended on it. Maya and Charlotte spot me from a far and come running towards me.
"Santana!" Charlotte says wrapping her arms around my neck. It killed me when I saw how red Mayas eyes were. It was very obvious that she had been crying all day.
"Hey Charlotte." I say. Sterling motions that we are going up to mrs Prescotts room so I grab Mayas hand and pick Charlotte before following him. When we walk into Mrs Prescotts room Amelia breaks down. I've never seen her so upset before, the sound her crying in fear shattered my heart.
"I can't believe I'm about to watch another parent die right in front of me." Amelia says in between wheezing sobs. I walk over to her and wrap my arms around her tightly.
"It's all gonna be ok Am's. We're going to figure this out, together. I love you" I say. Just as Amelia turns around to hug me the monitors started flatlining.
"NO MOMMY PLEASE!!" Charlotte screams. Doctors come rushing in the room and just a few minutes later Mrs Prescott was pronounced dead. I tried to hold Amelia as tightly as possible but she broke out of my arms and ran out of the room. I run after her all the way outside. Finally she stops running and leans her back against the building, out of breath and crying harder than I've ever seen her cry. I stare at her not knowing what to do, I decide pull her into a tight secure hug. She fights it at first but soon gives up when she realizes I'm not letting her go. We stood there for almost an hour until Amelia was a little bit calmer.
"What the hell am I supposed to do now? What if cps takes away Charlotte and Maya? They can't do that can they?!" Amelia says getting herself worked up again.
"Hey no more baby, no more tears. You need to breathe and try and relax. No one is going to take the girls away from you and Sterling. In fact Sterling could potentially become the legal guardian of you, Charlotte, and Maya since he is 18." I say trying my best to comfort my petrified girlfriend.
"I'm just so scared of what comes next. I mean I could always move in with my uncle but then I'd be leaving you and the glee club and I don't think I can handle anymore loss in my life." Amelia says.
"Everything is going to work out. It's not going to be easy but you're not going to lose anyone else, I promise." I say.
"God I'm so lucky to have you." Amelia says pulling me into a passionate kiss. This kiss was full of hope and strangely a lot of lust but that might have just been me.
"Let's go back inside and find everyone else." Amelia says after pulling away from the kiss.
"Ok my love." I say grabbing Amelia's hand. We walk inside and see Charlotte, Sterling and Maya all standing in the waiting room.
"The morgue took her Amelia. They're going to cremate her and we are all going to keep a part of her." Sterling says. Amelia hugs Sterling tightly. "What's going to happen to us?" Amelia asks.
"We'll move in with uncle John start a whole new life." Sterling says.
"I don't want a new life Sterling, I don't want to move to California and live with uncle John. I like my life here, I am in love with an amazing girl and I have a group of friends who actually care about me. I was finally starting to think that things were going back to normal. I don't want to throw that all away." Amelia says tearfully.
"I wish mommy didn't die!" Charlotte cries, running into Amelia's arms.
"Sh sh, I know honey. I wish mommy didn't die either but we're going to be ok. We don't have to move in with uncle John. Sterling could become our legal guardian and we could live our lives just like we used to." Amelia says. Amelia is so good with kids, it makes me want to start a family with her. Later that night my mom drove us all home the Prescotts are staying with us for awhile until they figure out a living situation. I lay in bed while Amelia is in the shower and think about how much pain she must be in. I get out off bed and knock on the bathroom door.
"Hey Mille, you ok?" I ask.
"Yeah I'm on my way out now." Amelia says opening the door.
"I'm gonna go check on the girls." Amelia says tossing her clothes in her suitcase and walking out of my room.
She's been very distant since we got back from the hospital but I understand that she's going though a lot right now so I'm not going to worry about it too much. I walk down the hall and stand in the doorway of the guest room. I watch Amelia as she talks to her sisters in a gentle tone.
"If you need anything you come get me ok?" Amelia says, tucking Charlotte into bed.
"Ok Ami, I miss mommy."Charlotte says.
"I know sweet girl, I miss mom too but we're going to be ok. Santana's mom is going to make sure no one takes you and Maya away from Sterling and I. Try and get some rest baby. I love you." Amelia says kissing Charlottes forehead.
"Goodnight Amelia, I love you too." Charlotte says. Amelia turns around and sees me in the doorway.
"Oh hey baby, I didn't know you were standing there." Amelia says quietly closing the door.
"She's really lucky to have you. You're an incredible big sister."I say cupping Amelia face.
"I love you Santana." Amelia says, softly kissing my lips.
"Lets go check on Maya and Sterling." Amelia says grabbing my hand.
Amelia knocks on the door and Sterling comes to open it.
"Hey Mills, what's up?" Sterling asks.
"Just came to say goodnight." Amelia says.
"Goodnight Amelia, I love you." Maya says running over to give Amelia a hug .
"Goodnight beautiful, go back and lay down with Charlotte she's looking for you." Amelia says with a smile.
"Ok, goodnight Sterling." Maya says
"Goodnight Santana, thank you for letting us stay here." Maya says hugging me.
"Of course Maya anytime." I say hugging her back.
Amelia and I walk back into my room and Amelia flops down onto my bed. 
"I'm so tired!" Amelia sighs.
"I love you Amelia. God I love you so much." I say smiling down at her.
"Come here beautiful." Amelia says. I lay down next to her and she immediately attaches her lips to mine. I smile into the kiss and softly grab her face.
"Lets get some sleep baby." I say pulling away from the kiss.
"Shut up and kiss me Lopez." Amelia says pulling me back into a deep kiss.
She plays with the waist band of my sweatpants as her tongue explores every inch of my mouth. I moan softly into the kiss and I feel Amelia smirk against my lips. When she pulls away she just stares at me with a slight smile on her face. I wrap my arms around her waist and gently kiss her forehead.
"I love you so much Santana." Amelia says
"I love you too Amelia." I say cuddling into her side.
"Good night my love." Amelia whispers.
"Goodnight princess." I say before drifting off to sleep. I can't imagine how much pain Amelia is in right now. She's trying to cover it up but I can see right though her. I hate that she's pushing her feelings down but I can't force her to talk about it.