POV Amelia
It's been a couple of weeks since I got in a fight with Dave and I've been pushed around by my brother daily but I'm not surprised. "Morning Amelia." Puck says walking over to my locker. " hey puck what's up?" I ask "I um was wondering if you maybe wanted to go to breadsticks with me after school today?" He asks nervously "Puck you know I have a girlfriend right?" Ask "yeah I know but I wanna get closer to you cause you seem cool." Puck says making laugh"nice try Puckermen but thats a hard pass for me I don't really want a horny Jewish boy all up in my grill. Bye now!" I say before skipping off to find my girlfriend. "Hey beautiful angel!" I say hugging Santana from behind "Hey babe." She says turning around to kiss me. "Morning Britt!" I say hugging her. Brittany and I have gotten pretty close the past couple of weeks and I'm so glad we did because she's amazing. "Good morning Ami!" She says hugging me back. Quinn walks over to us and grabs my hand along with Santana's and I grab Brittanys "good morning goddesses!" She says making me laugh "good morning Quinny!" I say with a smile. We're the popular girls of the school or as I like to say the hottest bitches in this joint . Before I got here they were the unholy trinity but now we're known as "Charlie's Angels". We strut down the hall to Glee club and sit down in the back row. "Ok this week's lesson is...Sectionals!" Mr Schuster says. We all cheer in excitement. "Amelia you will have the opening solo and Santana you will sing your Valerie solo!" He adds. I look at Santana with the biggest smile on my face knowing that Rachel is about to throw a full fledge tantrum. "What!! I don't even get a solo!? Do you want us to lose!?" Rachel shouts "Can it man hands Amelia and I deserve these solos after having to listen to your overly annoying voice all the time!" Santana says "First of all the only people with annoying voices are you and Bitch number 4 over there! Second of all you're just jealous that I'm better than you." Rachel says standing up. I scoff standing up as well "You better shut it down Pipi long stockings. It's obvious that Santana and I are better than you in fact every damn person in this room is better than you but you're too busy shoving your head up Mr Schusters ass to notice, so I suggest you sit your reindeer sweater ass down afores I end you and if don't sit down I'll make you sit down I will make it so you can only be sitting you will never have the luxury of standing up or dancing like baby deer with a broken leg ever again which now that I think about it might not be so tragic but seriously it's exhausting and extremely traumatising to watch you dance. So please do the world a favor sit down and shut your mouth, capeesh?" I say before sitting back down. Rachel fixes her skirt nervously before sitting back down "damn babe you're angry this morning." Santana says "well I wouldn't be so angry if GayBarry wasn't such a selfish bitch." I say tensing up my muscles and lunging at Rachel "Hey cool it sunshine! Barry's not worth it." Puck says pulling me back into my chair. Out of no where I get extremely nauseous so I move closer to Santana. "You ok?" Santana asks "mhm." I mumble "you sure babe you look like you're about hurl?" Santana says. Before I could answer I run out of the room with my hand over my mouth. Once I reach the bathroom I throw up everything I ate the night before since I didn't eat breakfast. I feel a hand on my back and assume it's Santana "baby is that you?" I whimper "no it's Quinn honey Santana's coming." Quinn says holding my hair back as I throw up again "it's ok Ami." Quinn says rubbing my back "is she ok?" Santana says running into the bathroom. "Santana?" I say with a little cry. "Oh baby! You poor thing it's ok."Santana says switching spots with Quinn "what happened babe you were fine earlier?" Santana asks. I was about to answer but I throw up again. "Oh my god baby! Quinn go get the nurse." Santana says in a concerned tone. I fall against Santana in tears. "It's ok baby girl." Santana says stroking my face softly. Quinn comes back with the nurse and Miss Pillsbury so I attempt to stand but get extremely dizzy and stumble back to the ground. "Amelia are you ok sweetheart?" Miss Pillsbury asks "can somebody find my brother Sterling please." I cry "of course I'll go get him." Quinn says "let's get you to the nurses office honey ok?" The nurse says "O-okay." I stutter. Santana stands up and grabs my hand to help me up. When we get to the nurse I lay down on the bed my head throbbing and my heart pound out of my chest. Santana is standing by my head and gently playing with my hair when Sterling comes rushing in with a concerned look on his face. I shoot up and hug him sobbing. "It's ok Amelia I've got you everything is going to be ok."Sterling says holding my head against his chest gently. "Thank you for coming I just really needed my big brother right now." I say "of course Amelia no matter how many times I call you a lesbo or throw a slushie in your face I will always be here for you when you need me because I love you and miss being your best friend so much." Sterling says "I love you so much Sterling I don't even care if you make fun of me or call me names you are my big brother and I love you no matter what." I say. "I talked to mom about you and Santana and she agreed to let you come home if your interested and we could even bring Friday night movie night back but just you and me." Sterling says "you did that for me?" I ask "of course I see how happy Santana makes you and I kinda miss having you around . Also was sitting in my room last Friday and found a picture of you and I in the old house the night before dad died. You were laying in between my legs in my bed and we were watching our favorite movie which is?" He says looking for me to finish his sentence "The Outsiders." I say with a little laugh "I'm done being a jerk to you Amelia you're so talented and smart and above all you're the strongest girl I've ever met and I want you back I want my crazy Amelia Bedelia back." Sterling cries "then I'm back Sterling. I'll come home." I say looking him in the eyes "oh thank god!! Thank you so much Amelia!" Sterling says kissing me on the cheek. "Do you want me to take you home because I'll skip school to take care of you?" Sterling asks "you don't have to do that." I say "I want to you're not feeling good and I'm gonna take care of you to make up for how shitty I've been to you." Sterling says. Sterling picks me up and Santana gives me a kiss before going to get my backpack from the choir room. Sterling follows her and when we walk in everyone asks me if I'm ok. Sterling puts me down and I grab my backpack from Santana before she pulls me into a deep kiss. "I don't even care that you just threw up that's how much I love you." Santana says "aww babe I love you too I'll call you later hottie." I say before grabbing Sterlings hand and walking out of the school. When we get home Sterling picks me up and carries me to has room putting me in his bed. He throws a shirt and a sweatshirt at my "get changed and I'll be back with tea and chicken noodle soup in 5 minutes." He says before leaving the room. I put on the T-shirt and sweatshirt and get back in his bed turning on his tv. My phone rings and its Santana. I pick up obviously "hey babe what's up?" I ask "I just wanted to check on you and tell you to look out the window." She says I get out of bed and walk over to the window to see all the new directions standing there smiling and waving. I open the window and blow them all kisses then I look straight at Santana and blow her a kiss. Sterling comes back in the room. "Hey goof what are you doing?" He asks "the glee club came to surprise me!" I say pointing at them. "Aww hey guys!" He says waving. "Can I go down and see them? Please?" I pout with puppy dog eyes "quickly before your soup gets cold." Sterling says. I run down the stairs and into Santana's arms. "I love you babe." I say "I love you more baby!" Santana says. I hug Mr Schuster and thank him for coming to cheer me up. I walk over to puck "hey Sunshine." Puck says "hey.." I say "come here." He says opening his arms. I hug him tightly "we are going to reschedule that breadsticks date." He says "of course." I say pulling away and start walking back to my house. "Hey feel better Amelia we need you for sectionals!" Finn shouts. I smile "I'll try Hudson!" I say. When I get back inside I go back and lay down next to sterling cuddling into his side. He looks down at me with a smile. "Hi." Sterling says with a sigh "Hi." I say back "listen I'm seriously really sorry for being a jerk to you after dad died. I never should have said the things I said I was just really angry at the world and decided to take it out on you." Sterling says tearing up. "Sterling I totally get it, before I meet Santana I was a bitch, well I'm always a bitch but I was a bigger bitch especially to you after dad d-died." I stop and take a deep breath before continuing "I didn't know how to control my feelings until I s-started um.." I stutter nervously "what is it?" Sterling ask "until I started cutting myself." I admit looking at my hands I shame "oh my god Amelia! Why?" Sterling asks "because you would call me all these things like slut or worthless and it didn't get to me at first but then it started to hurt so I thought if I could replace mental pain with physical pain it would help and for a while I really didn't think it was wrong but now I know it's wrong and I can't stop because I've become so dependent on it that if I don't do it I feel like there's so much built up tension that I can't control and I hate it! I HATE IT SO MUCH!" I say completely breaking down at this point. "Amelia stop. Amelia! Relax I've got you it's ok." Sterling says pulling me into a tight hug and I start to feel myself calm down "can I see them Ami?" He asks. I pull away from the hug and take off my sweatshirt to show him my arm. "Amelia..." Sterling says in shock "absolutely none of this and I mean none of it is true. Please tell me you know that?" Sterling says "if I told you that I would be lying." I mumble "Amelia, look at me you are not worthless, you are not a slut, you are not ugly, and you definitely aren't a disappointment!" Sterling says looking me straight in the eyes for the first time since my dad passed away. "Promise?" I say holding out my pinky "promise." Sterling says before we both kiss our pinkies. "Now you mean to get some rest if you want to be better before sectionals." Sterling says kissing me on the forehead and pulling the blanket over us. "I love you Sterling." I say cuddling up with him "I love you more Ami." He says wrapping his arms around me. I wake up to sweet kisses on my neck and automatically know it's Santana. "Hey babe." I say with a smile. "Hi sleeping beauty. How are you feeling?" Santana asks "I feel better know that you're here." I say wrapping my arms around her waist. "You're so cute when you sleep." Santana says "so are you gorgeous. This is one thing I'm going to miss in the morning. Your amazing cuddles and of course your sweet lady kisses." I say smiling at her. "I'm gonna miss waking up to you every morning but I'm only 3 doors down and my bedroom window is always unlocked." Santana says kissing my temple. "Is my mom here?" I ask "yes baby but it's gonna be ok I'll be right there with you." Santana reassures me. I pull off the blanket and get out of the bed with a heavy sigh "you ok love?" Santana asks. I nod and walk over to her and pull her onto a hug. "How was school?" I ask "boing as hell without you. Usually when I get bored I just stare at you but without you there I actually had to pay attention." Santana says with a cute little smile. Our moment was soon interrupted by my mom. "H-hey mom." I say nervously "hello sweetheart. How are you feeling?" She asks "I'm ok now that Santana's here." I say with a smile as I grab Santana's hand. "Um well I'm not saying I'm ok with you having a girlfriend but if Santana is helping you to not cut yourself then I can't complain." My mom says with a sigh "wait no yelling or anything you're not sick are you?" I ask "I'm fine Amelia I guess see you and your brother make up has helped me realise I can make a little more effort to care about you too." My mom says. I wipe a tear off my face and go to hug my mom. "I love you Amelia I'm so sorry I was so insensitive when your dad died." My mom says hugging me "I love you to mom" I say. Before pulling away from the hug. Once my mom leaves I decided I would move back into my room. I walk into my room and fall back onto the bed "I kinda missed this room." I say "Really?" Santana asks "yeah a little. Even if all I did in here was cry and cut myself I still kinda missed it." I say "Amelia!?" Charlotte says running to hug me "hey Charlie I've missed you!" I say hugging her tightly. "So you're the famous Charlotte Prescott?" Santana says "yep that's me and you are?" Charlotte says "oh I'm Santana Lo.." Santana starts "Lopez?! You're the girl Amelias been staying with?!" Charlotte says before hugging Santana. "Oh um." Santana says "thank you so much for fixing my sister!" Charlotte says "aww you're welcome peanut." Santana says smiling. After Charlotte leaves I pull Santana onto my lap and kiss her neck. "How did I get so lucky?" Santana asks "the real question is how did I get so lucky." I say. Santana moves so she is straddling me and pulls me into a kiss. "I love you so much!" She says after pulling away. "I love you more." I say "I don't think that's humanly possible." Santana says "oh it's definitely possible babe." I say with a smile "I don't think so." Santana says laying her head on my shoulder "you might as well stop denying it because you will not win this fight." I say "fine but can I win next time?" Santana pouts "maybe." I smirk. "that smirk is hot." Santana whispers "don't do this to me tana my mom is home." I say "don't do what turn you on?" Santana says kissing my neck "Santana I'm serious if you wanna get it on we have to go to your house!" I say but she doesn't stop. "Or you can be quiet." She says "your the one who moans." I say playfully "that's because you're always on top." Santana says pushing me down on the bed. She then stands up and locks the door. "Are you gonna be a good girl?" Santana asks climbing on top of me and tugging on my shorts making me moan quietly. I nod playing with her necklace that's dangling in front of my face "use your word baby." Santana says sweetly kissing my neck. "Yes I'll b-be good." I say desperately. Without another word Santana pulls off my shirt and I pull down her skirt. I play with the band of her underwear and I watch her breath hitch as my cold hand touches her thigh. She unclips my bra to pull it off and then she lightly traces circles around my nipples making my eyes roll back. "You look that don't you?" Santana asks "mhm." I mumble kissing her on the lips. I wrap my arms around her and unzip her cheer top without our lips disconnecting. She starts to gently grind against me causing me to moan. "B-baby." I say. God I love this girl. Santana flops down next to me on the bed. "You did a good job staying quiet for the most part." Santana says "well you didn't make it very easy." I laugh "I love you Amelia." Santana says before kissing me "you do realize you're probably going to get sick now." I say looking at her "I could care less,I'd do anything for you babe." Santana says cuddling closer to me. "Hey girls I'm just letting you know that dinner is ready!" My mom says through the door. Santana and I walk down the stairs and just the smell of food makes my stomach turn. "You ok?" Santana asks "yeah." I lie sitting down at the table. I attempt to take a bite of food but the second the fork touches my tongue I gag and run to bathroom to throw up. "It's ok baby. I'm right here." Santana says rubbing my back and holding my hair. I stand up and rinse my mouth out with tears in my eyes. "I'm sorry you have to deal with this." I say as tears roll down my face "oh my baby come here!" Santana says with open arms. I melt into her embrace and sob on her shoulder. "Shhh it's ok I've got you Amelia." Santana says "w-will you s-stay with me tonight?" I ask "of course I just have to call my mom and tell her but of course I'll stay with you baby girl you're my whole heart." Santana says. I kiss her lips before grabbing her hand and walking out of the bathroom "you ok Ami?" My mom ask "yeah I'm fine I think I'm just gonna go to bed though." I say "ok honey I hope you feel better." My mom says. Santana and I walk up stairs and lay down in bed. I lay my head on Santana's shoulder "woah babe your forehead is really hot!" Santana says in a concerned voice "I'm fine santana I promise." I say "ok I'm gonna call my mom really quick I'll be right back ok?" Santana says kissing my forehead. "hey mama Amelia isn't feeling good and she wants me to stay is that ok?" Santana asks "ok mama you're on speakerphone." Santana says "hey Mrs Lopez." I say "hello my little peanut! I hope you feel better soon and I hope you know that you're always welcomed at the lopez house." Mrs Lopez says "aww thank you so much." I say "ok bye Mija's!" Mrs lopez says before hanging up. Santana lays back down next to me and I sigh contently cuddling up with her. "Good night my precious angels." Santana says kissing my temple "good night princess." I say before falling asleep. I wake up at I'm the middle of the night sweating and out of breath. "Amelia are you ok?" Santana mumbles. I sit up and put my head in my hand. "Amelia what's the matter baby?" Santana says putting a hand on my shoulder. I start feeling dizzy but I don't say anything about it instead I try to stand up to go to the bathroom. I collapse to the floor and everything goes black.
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