Pinky Promise | Santana Lopez love story

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POV Santana
It's been a few weeks since Amelia went into a coma. It's been incredibly hard on the girls, especially Charlotte. She's scared that her big sister is going to die and to be quite honest so am I. Her color came back but she's still so frail. I've hardly left her side bed these past few week. I talk to her in hopes that she'll hear my voice and wake up. I miss her voice, her lips against mine, her arms around my waist while I sleep. God I just miss her! I'm currently sitting in the chair next to Amelia's bed, holding her hand when suddenly I feel it move. Her hand tightens around mine and my heart skips a beat.
"Nurse!! Nurse!! She moved! H-her hand it moved!!" I shout. The nurses start running into the room. The heart rate monitor starts beeping faster and then it happened. I saw my baby's beautiful, dark green eyes again for the first time in weeks. The intubation tube was removed and I locked eyes with her.
"Hi." Amelia says quietly. Tears slowly roll down my face and I smile softly.
"Hi." I respond.
"I've missed you." Amelia says with a smile.
"I've missed you too, gorgeous." I say, moving the hair out of her face.
"Come here, I've missed your touch." Amelia says, making space for me on the bed. I lay down next to her and wrap my arms around waist.
"I'm sorry.." Amelia says, sadly
"Hey don't do that, it's ok I just wish you would have talked to me." I say, wiping the tears off her cheeks.
"How is everyone?" Amelia asks.
"Scared. Especially Maya. She found you." I say. I watch the color drain from Amelia's face and tears start to pour down her face.
"I-I need to see her." Amelia cries.
"Hey hey look at me! Relax it's ok. I'll get her." I say, softly stroking the side of her face. I leave the room to grab the girls from the waiting room. Charlotte was asleep in Sterling's lap and Maya was reading.
"She's awake." I say with a smile.
"No way you're lying!?" Mays says, springing to her feet.
"I'm not." I say.
"Charlotte! Sterling! Amelia's awake!" Maya shouts excitedly before running towards her sisters room. I catch up to her and grab her hand. We walk in the room and Maya's face lights up.
"AMELIA!" Maya shouts, running into her sisters open arms.
"Oh Maya I'm so sorry that I tried to leave you!" Amelia sobs.
"Don't apologize I'm just glad you're ok. I was so scared." Maya says. Sterling and Charlotte run in the room and Sterling immediately bursts into tears.
"Hey hey Sterling come here." Amelia says. Sterling launches himself into Amelia's arms. Amelia hugs Sterling tightly. After a while everyone was asleep.
Time skip brought to you by my lazy ass!! ⭐️😘
POV Amelia
It's been a few weeks since I tried to kill myself and in that time a lot has happened. So here's a breakdown, Santana and I broke up, Sterling started dating Quinn (which I totally saw coming), we moved out of the Lopez house, Sterling is now mine and the girls legal guardian, and that's pretty much it. When I walk into the choir room I sit down next to Quinn.
"Hi Quinny" I say.
"Hi Mille how's life?" She asks me.
"I don't know... I miss Santana a lot. I screwed things up with her." I say, gazing over to see Santana looking at Brittany with bright eyes.
"You'll get her back. It'll be ok." Quinn says.
"I don't know..what if she doesn't want me back Quinn?" I ask.
"Oh please she is trying to make you jealous with Brittany." Quinn says.
"Well it's working. I'm incredibly jealous." I say through gritted teeth, while glaring at the two.
"Just talk to her about it. Explain to her that you don't want to be apart anymore because honestly I'm getting a little tired of the two of you fighting each other with your eyes. Have you guys even talked since you broke up?" Quinn asks. I shake my head no and lock eyes with Santana for a moment. She quickly looks away and her face turns a light pink color. Sterling walks in and Quinn quickly gets up to say hello to him. They kiss and I make gagging noises as a joke. Quinn glares at me and I giggle. I feel eyes on and when I go to look I see puck staring at me with a smile. Is it possible that he has a crush on me? No that's..well I guess it is possible.  After class I pulled puck aside for a second.
"Do you by chance have a crush on me Puckerman?" I ask with a cheeky smile. Puck starts blushing.
"Whaaaatt...Pfff no!" Puck says, nervously looking down at the ground. I move closer to him and lift his chin so that we are making eye contact.
"You're a really bad liar Puckerman." I whisper. I watch as a shiver rolls down his spine. I grin and kiss him on the cheek.
"My house 6 o'clock, don't be late." I say softly caressing his arm as I walk away. I hear him nervously laughing as I walk away. I love how much I effect him. At the end of the day I meet up with Sterling and we wait for Quinn since she's coming over to our house. We all get into the car and I pull out my phone to see a text from Santana.
Tana💕
Hey I saw you looking at Brit and I during Glee club today. She's mine so don't even think about it.
I decided not to respond because I didn't feel like dealing with her right now. I put down my phone and sigh
"You alright?" Quinn asks.
"Yeah just Santana texted me. It's fine though, I'm ok..." I say.
"That's bullshit you're not ok because I know you Amis, you say you're ok but then I find you crying." Sterling says.
"I'M FINE OK!!" I shout, getting out of the car and slamming the door behind me. I run into my room and lock my door. What did I do wrong? Was I not good enough for her? Does she still love me just as much as I love her? Why do I still love her? Is it bad that I still really love her?! Thoughts spiral in my head as I sob uncontrollably. A knock at my bedroom door pulls me back into reality. The door opens and I'm shocked when I see who is standing there. It's the person who put me in this position. The person who absolutely broke my heart in half and stomped on it. The person who I will always love no matter how much it hurts. The person who makes me smile even when I'd rather cry. She's here. In my room, for the first time in days. She stands in the entryway of my room looking at me with pain in her eyes.
"Amelia.." Santana goes to talk but I immediately cut her off. I start crying harder and hitting her in the chest. Not hard enough to hurt her but hard enough that it released frustrations. She wraps her arms around me as my heaving sobs filled my room. I have to admit it feels good to be in her arms again. I start screaming almost incoherent sentences at her, mostly of anger and frustration but some of concern and love. My screaming caught the attention of Quinn and she entered the room with a stern look on her face.
"Santana you need to go. You're not helping anyone right now." Quinn says gently taking me out of Santana's arms. My heart aches as I hear Santana begin to cry as she leaves. I'm so confused by what just happened. Like why was she here? Why did I want to hurt her and kiss her at the same time? She is so confusing sometimes, I don't even know how I understood her most of the time but I did and that's what made us so special. Socially we shouldn't work together, yes our personalities are similar and we both just so happen to be in the glee club and on the cheer team but in every other way we shouldn't work. She's controlling, I'm timid and an over thinker, she finishes fights, I start them, she grew up in Lima, Ohio surrounded by people who idolized her every breath, I didn't stay in one place long enough to form a single friendship, she demands respect, I simply get ignored. It's hard living in her shadow but at least when I was dating her nobody slushied me. Now it's almost an everyday occurrence. Even if I am the quarterbacks little sister or the captain of the Cheerios I still get slushied. The hierarchy of high school doesn't apply to me anymore and let's be honest it probably never did in the first place. God I miss Santana..