How did I get here?

The truth lies within the diary

I was beginning to lose hope that any evidence was in here until I flipped to the newest entry.

 4-1-16

Dear Diary, 

Today was a good day my  crush spoke to me . I walked down the alley to get to the bus for school  like always and seen my crush. I tried avoiding him until he called my name . I was so shocked that he even knew my name. Even though we hadn't talked before  I felt so safe and secure around him I think I found the one. Well while my day was going  good it started to get confusing once  I came home early from school . I heard a women's voice upstairs and it didn't quite sound like the voice of my moms .I go up stairs and there my dad was in my moms bed with another women. He probably knew that I was coming home early. Maybe it was some sick joke he was playing. Well It is April fools after all.  So I just headed to my room  and pretended I didn't see them since he didn't see me, so his little prank wouldn't work

4-2-16

Dear Diary,

I couldn't believe it. Nick had a girlfriend. I caught them kissing under the bleachers. I was completely devastated. I couldn't stand being at school so I ditched. The walk home should have calmed me down but it didn't. The walk only left me alone to my thoughts. My heart was broken. I opened the front door, but as I did so I saw a brunette kissing my dad at the top of the stairs. My mom has black hair. So I knew it wasn't her. I quietly shut the door. So I guess it wasn't a prank. I opened the door again, but slammed the door behind me. As to make it seem like I just arrived. He gave me a smile and so did the woman. She introduced herself as Detective Lilly Watkins, dad's friend. they don't know I know .

4-3-16

Dear Diary,

I was still thinking about what I saw yesterday  so I approached my dad about it . I told him I saw them kissing  & having sex in moms bed . At that point he turned into a complete stranger I felt as if I didn't even know who he was . He became so aggressive and violent he said that if I ever told mom that he would kill me and then her I didn't want anything bad to happen so I left it alone .... its night time now mom is here and I just have to let her know  but I know when i'm going to do it ...... it was so much pressure on me I just had to tell someone so I called my bestfriend on one of the house phones and told her everything  I also told her i was going to tell my mom when my dad goes on his business trip tomorrow the conversation got cut short  when I heard my dad voice as he was  listening  from the other house phone , I hung up quickly and began to hear footsteps approaching my door  he came in and said "you think I'm playing ha .. just watch " and closed the door  i tried to convince my mom to let me go out and stay at a friends house but its to late she wasn't going for that  so here I am in my room scared writing this I don't want anything to happen to me or my mom...

"Honey I'm home" Tim says as he enters the house. I quickly hide the diary. what am I going to do now?