☆ A crush?! ☆

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It was once again school and I was more tried that normally. It's  because of me being a fanboy for Kanna. I stayed up late drawing Kanna. Oh course I regret nothing in fact it was worth it.

As the teacher was rambling on about math stuff I was busy thinking about what's gonna happen at the sleepover. I already told Kanna about me being able to come and she was happy. Just her smile made me blush.

I felt someone staring at me then took a small look around but no one was staring. I was in the back of the class so it's easy to tell but no one was.

I shook it off and continued to fantasize.

I was finally time for lunch and I was planning to sit with Kanna but some girl asked if we can sit together.

Her name was Himiko. I didn't know nor talk to her but I thought it was a good way for me to open up with others.

She was a cute girl with brown hair and blue eyes. But I wasn't really interested in her. She has a cheerful personality but i don't do well with those type of people. But i didn't mind her. She said she takes piano lessons and some other stuff but I didn't really care.

Finally recess intruded her giving me a chance to b with Kanna. I said I was gonna hang are Kanna and left her. She said it was ok so I left her.

I didn't feel comfortable around her honestly. It's probably because I'm used to being with Kanna.

Kanna smiled when I was around her and it made my heart skip a beat.

As me a Kanna were talking Himiko came over and asked to talk to me alone. I was a little nervous but didn't think too much about it.

"So Y/n I just wanted to let you know that I've had a crush on you for a long time. And I wanted to tell you now."

I was surprised. I didn't expect a girl to like me. On top of that I don't know her enough to like her. I mean yes I love Kanna but I want her to know me before confessing. I mean she has a chat with me and that was it.

"I'm sorry but I don't like you. On top of that I don't know you."

"B-but I told you how much I enjoy piano and dancing and a bunch of other stuff so you should!"

I don't think she knows how it works. You need to know each other dummy.

"Still I don't know you like that and I don't really feel comfortable around you."

There was an awkward pause and I didn't really know what to say. I'm not good at comforting people.

"It's Kanna isn't it."

Kanna?! What does Kanna have to do with this? I thought as I listened to her.

"You like Kanna right? So that's why you don't like me."

Oh hell no. I'm not being exposed over some stupid jealousy.

"No no no, you got it wrong. Me and Kanna are just best friends and shes my only friend so I used to being around her. And were having a sleepover so I've been excited about it!"

I hope that was a good explanation. I don't need her to tell Janna how I feel. One I'm not ready and two I don't think she'll return my feelings. And I really do hate rejections.

"Oh really? Oh then I'm sorry I got the wrong idea."

Thank god these kids are dumb.

"It's fine but imma go back to Kanna now."

"Wait you think we can be friends?"

I wanted to say yes but I think it's only a chance for her to get closer. And like I said. I don't like the cheerful type.

"Sorry but I wanna be with Kanna if that's ok."

"Oh ok then."

I quickly walked away so I didn't have to see her sad eyes. Because then I would end up saying sure.

"Welcome back. What did that girl wanna talk to you about?" Kanna asked.

"Oh nothing really important. I promise."

"Ok then. Come on let's play." Kanna said as she took my hand dragging me to play." Of course I was blushing but it was contorled because I'm not letting that girl see.

But this makes me realize that I'm glad Kanna is the only one I like to be around with.

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☆ Today's Kanna ☆

☆ Today's Kanna ☆

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