Kanna x Male Reader ( your a child don't worry )

☆ Sleep ☆

It's been a pain going to sleep now.. I've been having constant nightmares. I most I died in. One I remember clearly. I was a different person. A little boy but it wasn't me. He was looking for his mother, calling out to her. But you could barely see anything. But someone was behind me. All you heard was high heels slowly walking behind me. So I started speed walking worried from what's behind me calling out for the mother even louder and more worried. But the high heels suddenly speed up behind me and grabbed my arm, but thankfully I woke up just then. I was still terrified after that. Another one I wasn't the end of the world but more like the purge with nothing but fire and burnt buildings. Death was all around and it looked like everyone and even thing has died. I was just there, sitting on some grass watching everything burn. But someone had a gun to my head and just said "I'm sorry but this is the end." And then I died. No last words or emotion that can be felt. And when I woke up I started shaking. I don't understand why this was happening. But. The final dream I had recently. I really was crying both in the dream and after. Kanna was there. We were happy it was a start of a good dream. Went spend all our time together but she somehow broke. Something just snapped in her. She was depressed and angry. I did everything to bring the Kanna I know back but when I tried she.... She just got worse and then killed herself and all that was left was a note. It read, I loved you Y/n you were my everything. But something can never be remade. It's your fault I died. You couldn't fix me. You couldn't help me feel loved like I once did. I wish I never met you. If I was without you I  know. I know I would have been better and not dead. 

She blamed me for her death. I started crying in the dream and woke up. I woke up with tear streaming down my face and I just cried harder after that. I was too much for me to take. After that final dream I stopped sleeping. I've been up for two days now. I'm tired but I'm too afraid that I'll be a cause of another death or for my own.

Third pov:

Kanna started noticing Y/n eyes have been starting to become red. Even Y/n was dozing off but the moment he did he would yell, "NO!" The whole class would be concerned but he'll always say it was nothing. Kanna decided to invite him to a sleepover. 

"Hey Y/n let's have a sleepover." Kanna said getting closer and closer to Y/n's face. Y/n blushed and agreed without thinking. After school he followed Kanna holding her hand not realizing what he agreed to yet. Just as Toru greeted them and said that he'll be sleeping with Kanna he realized what he agreed to. "W-wait wait waitt!!! I-I can't stay sleep here! I can't sleep at all, but I just can't stay the night." Toru and Kanna looked at him confused and asked why. "I've just been having too many nightmares to the point it pushed me to no longer sleep. That's all...." "Maybe it's because you slept alone for too long." Kanna said. "Yeah, sleeping with someone might help you rest better. Plus humans can't live without sleep. So it's best you try and rest with Kanna tonight to get a better sleep," Toru suggested. Y/n nodded worried about sleeping still. 

The day continued till nightfall has finally came. "It's time for bed you two. So get ready please," Miss Kobayashi said as she left the room. "Come on Y/n." Kanna crawled into the bed and had her arms open for Y/n to cuddle him to sleep. Y/n blushed but the blush faded quickly when he had sudden flashbacks to Kanna being dead. Terrified he turned away not wanting to sleep anymore. Kanna saw this and got out the see what's the matter. "I feel like this wasn't any normal nightmare. You wanna talk about it?" Y/n nodded his head looking down. "Let's sit on the bed and talk about it ok?" Kanna grabbed Y/n hand and sat on the bed. "I don't wanna scare you or make you feel any type of guilt.... But it was a nightmare were you got depressed and killed yourself. I did anything I could to make you happy but that wasn't good enough. You killed yourself and blame me for your death. And you wished you never met me so you could be happier. And after and dream I... I stopped sleeping..." 

Just as Y/n started tearing up Kanna pulled him into a tight hug not letting go. "I promise Y/n. You are the best person I've ever met. I'm really happy you stayed by my side. I'll never leave you like that. I love you way too much to blame you for my death so please don't think that was again. Y/n started crying in Kanna's arms holding her just as tight as the pain he held in finally leaves his body. After he calmed down Kanna playing with his hair cuddling him till Y/n fell asleep. Kanna smiled watching him sleep peacefully finally. And soon she fell asleep with him. And they both smiled dreaming happily.