Want You [B.E.]

Chapter 2

                       Gemini's POV:
i got back in my car still a little weirded out but hooked my phone up to the aux and played 'till forever falls apart' "TILL FOREVER TILL FOREVER FALLS APART, IF THE TIDE TAKES CALIFORNIA, IM STILL GLAD I GOT TO HOLD YA" if you couldn't tell already i love Finneas' music and Ashe's music.

i know Billie Eilish but i don't really listen to her. i always hear that her concerts are the best speaking from the internet.
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⚠️⚠️TRIGGER TALKS OF ABUSE DEPRESSION BODY DYSMORPHIA SELF HARM⚠️⚠️
as im stuck in traffic i get my phone and start to play Want You by RuinMist.

i dont really know how I found this song all I know is, is that I was sad at the time and was listening to music. it made me cry a lot to.. it reminded me a lot of my ex from when i was 18.

i always knew that i'd
do anything for him because he'd make me. he mentally and emotionally drained and abused me for 3 years but then my mom found out and called the cops on him and he's currently still in prison... i think and hope.

he was always mad at me because i wouldn't give him my virginity. he'd always tell me it'll be easy to get it over with and that he could claim me as his but i never fell for his shit.

i would lock myself in my bathroom and harm myself and would cry because he was so abusive to me and was a little angel in every one else's eyes. but in reality he was horrible and i hate him.

he made me hate my body and my mind for being so stupid to be with him. im still in therapy and i have to take antidepressants and anxiety pills every morning and night. my little sister is the one who always making sure i take them she my favorite and only sister.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING OVER⚠️

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"FINALLY" i yell out in my car. finally after almost an hour and a half in trafic I was out and on the way to Nova's house because I haven't seen her in minute.

~time skip to home~

i parked trigger and got out feeling drained. i put my key in the key hole and walked into my house with feeling a little bit cold so i turned the heater on and started a hot bath.

when it's cold especially in LA i like to take baths and relax on my couch with hot coco and watch The Night Before Christmas even if it's not even near Christmas same with music too.

sometimes if my sister isn't at her boyfriends house she'll come over to my little house and watch with me. i picked up my phone and looked at the time 12:33 AM. i should probably head to bed... ive had a pretty long day and i went to bed late last night.
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~two week time skip~
i woke up the morning feeling sick, again. ive been sick for the past two weeks and haven't gotten a break from it and i haven't been able to go to work.

if your wondering what i do for work, we'll i have two jobs one being working at a Music Store and the other working at shoe palace which is a shoe store that i think everyone knows that's in almost every mall.

but i haven't been able to go because i keep throwing up every morning almost and i passed out yesterday while trying to stand up in the living room with Nova. but i kinda pass out every few months so she didn't freak out but she was a little worried.

also my boobs have grown and they've been hurting really bad.. maybe I should go to the doctor because it can be more that a little sickness cause i never and i mean never get sick.
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~at the doctors~
"hi my names Gemini Davis Garcia and i have an appointment for 3:00" "yes we have you on here for Dr.Peters for sickness and other things?" "yes"

"alrighty let's have you come in here so we can check your height, weight, and your blood pressure" "ok" soon after we were finished with everything and she had me go in a room i waited for the doctor.

~after the doctor finds out what's wrong~

And I'm going to respectfully leave a cliffhanger (Stay safe drink water and eat and love you ❣️)