Twenty Sixth Part 2

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"What do you think they're saying to each other?" I ask JDrew. "I don't know and by this point I don't care. How could she be so cruel?" I sigh. "You're right what she did was cruel and unfair." Though I knew that she had her reasons behind it. There was no need to play the blame game, what's done is done. Two years later to be revealed, and there's no changing it. "Why don't you get pregant then decide to kill it without even telling the father you were pregnant or what you were planning to do. You do it save it for two years then, then...." He starsts to sob. "She killed his baby Jasmine. How could she do that?" He continues to cry. "Well, I don't know why she would do that." I also didn't know why he was acting this way, yes it was sad and horrible what Jazzy did but his reaction was beyound upset he was hurt. It wasn't his baby she killed. So why was he... HOLY MOLY! "She was pregnant with your baby?" I nearly shout. He doesn't look at me but he nods with sobs. "What happened?" I ask. "She said she had a miscarriage she was scared Jas. She and talked about how we would raise this child, but as the days went by and weeks, she was isolating herself. She just snapped quickly, I thought preganantcy hormones. Now... I'm not so sure." She wouldn't kill JDrew's baby too? Would she really kill again? My neice or nephew which I will never know the gender, killed.

Justin comes out and his eyes are red and puffy from a lot of crying. "I have to go." He starts but I only hig him tight, and he hugs me back and he's sobbing. "The worst part is there's no one to blame after two years." It stung to see him as hurt as my brother. How could she do this? "No one is at fault.." He lets go and stares at me. "What?" I sigh. "What I meant was that what she did was wrong, but..." He shook his head. "But what? Because it's her body she gets to decide if she could get rid of MY kid?" He turns around and I could hear him muttering a few words. "Justin, that's not what I meant. It's been two years! I don't know what to tell you. At the end she did what she did and there's nothing that can chage that and trust me it pains me that she would do something like this. I would never do that, I don't agree with what she did, and I don't know how I can help you." He sighs and I notice his hands turn into fists. "She's your friend." I'm confused but he leaves right after that without another word. Awesome.

"Where's Justin?" JDrew asks after Jazzy left and I've been sitting on the couch shocked about everything that went down. "He left." He stares at me concerned. "Are you okay?" He asks. "Not really, I think he's mad at me or something. I don't know." He sits beside me and takes me into his arms. "It's all going to be alright." I wish I knew if that was true.

-next day-

I was not in the mood to going back to school. Honestly, all I wanted to was lay in bed and forget the world. Selfishly I wanted to ignore everyone. I didn't want to hear anyone else having a good while I'm havig a fucking hard time with the relationship Justin and Jazzy have. I also don't want to look after spoiled brats.... OK! That's a little too far. Kids are all adorable and they don't know any better. It's not their fault they're spoiled, it's their parent's fault.

After I took a shower and got ready for school I checked my phone and nothing from Justin nor Jazzy, just texts from everyone else that I had to get back to or else they're going to suspect something is wrong. JDrew was still in bed, it didn't matter any more. At least that's how I feel right now, and as much as my feeling in my gut is telling me not to go to school I'm ignoring it and going ayways.

When I arrived to school I saw Taylor and Selena walking with their hands together and it made me smile, they're actually really cute together. "Jasmine!" She notices me staring and walks over with Taylor. "What's up? Where's Justin?" Then my heart sank to the bottom of my stomach cauusing it to actaully hurt. "I don't know." I say, barely in a whisper. How could he make me feel like this, like if I were the one who was at fault. "Is everything OK between you two?" They both asked. "Honestly, I don't kno. He left pretty angry last night after a huge argumet with Jazzy." Selena looks shocked and Taylor stares st me, only he really wasn't. I start to turn around and I feel a tight grip grab me and fearfully I turn to see Taylor greabbing my arm as if to protect me, but something told me I had to turn around. "Let's go somewhere else." He begs, and the school starts to quiet down in whispers. I knew I had to turn around, I forcefully snatched my arm from his grip qand quickly turn around, only to regret it. The tears just kept coming, there was nothing I could have done to stop them. My heart broke leaving so many different emotios behind betrayal, sadness anger, and broken. How could he. He walked past me, not even glancing over at me with his arm around whoever she was. Kissed her right when they were going to pass me. He knew what he was doing. And so did I. "Jasmine... I'm so sorry." Selena starts, Taylor doesn't look at me but the ground as if it were more interesting than anything else at the moment, I knew he felt sorry for me. "It's not your fault." I say as I wipe my tears away with the back of my hand. I should had seen that one coming.

I sat in my first period ignoring everything my subsitute was trying to teach for the day. All I could think about was how selfish he was. How much of an asshole he was. He was everything I dispised in a guy. He was no good for me. He could go fuck himself for all I cared. I wasn't going to let myself wheep over him, he was nothing to me anymore. What he really is was a cheating bastard. As soon as the bell rung I gathered my untouched notebook and pencil and hurried to next period to avoid humiliation. But what I really recived was pity, as if they really cared if I were hurt or not. They didn.t give a fuck about me before, but all of a sudden I'm dating Justin and I'm important, he cheats on me in front of the whole school and I get pittied. It only angered me more, I was furious and I hated it. I never felt so much anger and hate.

As I was walking to class, Demi and the others hurried to see me. "We can't believe the son of a bitch." They all say at the same time. "He's going to become a single ass hole for the rest of his life if he keeps it up." Tory says angrily and it made me feel a little better, she always knew what to say. "Hell, he's going to learn to respect women if it kills me."Demi threatens. "He will have to meet my fists first." Mike says angrily as he kept looking around as if looking for him. "Guys, thanks for trying to cheer me up but I'll be OK." But they knew I wasn't even sure what I was feeling. They knew me too damn well. "We know you're OK, you're always OK. But it's also OK to feel blue once in a while and right now it's appropriate." I hug Demi and I'm in tears. "It's going to be OK."

-Selena's POV-
"How could you do that to Jasmine?" I ask him trying not to yell at him, I knew if i did he would leave without talking to me. "Mind your own business." He says roughly. "I am minding my business, you hurt her! Is that what you wanted to do? Well, you accomplished it! You just threw away a chance with a girl that really cares and loves you. How could you?" I was angry, Jasmine deserved better. "Turns out, I was going to be a father.." My eyes widened. He was going to be a father? "Jazzy killed him without even coming tome. Years later, which was yesterday she finally told me she was once pregnant and she killed my kid. She killed my kid...my kid... mine." He covers his face with his hands as he lays his elbows on his leg. I sit beside him and a wrap an arm aroud him. "Then, Jasmine said that it wasn't anyone's fault. I probably fucked up bad. I can't change what I did, she will never forgive me. I thought she wouldn't care. I thought she would just move on, I acted like an idiot leaving her behind. That wasn't the right thing to do. All she was doing was trying to do was help me out. I was selfish and stupid."

Sorry I was super late to update but I thought why not update today to make it to you guys? I also thought I could do something a little fun for you guys. :) OK so if you guys want to get the first peek to the next chapter you guys can help me with an idea of what i should write about, obviously it'll be connected to this chapter but should Jasmine forgive Justin, or should we teach Justin a lesson? You guys can actually message me on my Wattpad. If you want the first sneek peek for the next two chapters you can send me why you love The Babysitter and five people will get the next two chapters before I eve upload them but you guys have to promise not to upload yourself. For the next Three chapters to get uploaded under a week fifty likes? Pretty fair? Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and It'll be fun to actually try this with you guys :)

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