The Babysitter (Justin/Jasmine)

Twenty Fifth Part

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When you have friends who have been there for you since day one, you have them to trust. That's what you believe, then something happens and everything is different and everyone you knew go their separate ways. Then you make new friends and they come right back into your life for the better or for the worst. Him coming back into my life is only hurting my relationship with Jasmine.

She wonders why we keep arguing all the time more than the usual, I mean how do I explain to her that he used to be a big part of my life! Now he's a big part of hers, and maybe he might hurt her bad too. Something that I hope doesn't happen. It would hurt to see her in pain because he decides to be as cruel as he has always been.

Maybe I should tell her? But I don't want her thinking that I'm trying t take him away, no. She's nothing like that. Jasmine knows I'm trying to look after her and that I would never do anything to hurt her in any way.

Could I really bring myself to tell her? What he and I had was special but what Jdrew and I have is priceless, better. He's my world and I would do anything for him but he has hurt me ripping my heart out and breaking t into tiny little pieces. He left me behind to have the work done all by myself, and it was awful on what I did.

It wasn't necessarily his fault, we had one night and I didn't tell him. I was left alone without a father to my mistake and then I made another mistake to get rid of the first one. The hatred that I carry is the hurt that I feel for my stupidity. I let things happen and everything went in different directions beating me up stronger by every hit that my actions had done me wrong.

Maybe I could tell him what I did, but he might hate me or thank me. I never hated him, I was just too stuck up and stubborn to ever let him know what I did. If I had told him he would have been there. I know he would have. He would had been a great father, even at such a young age but he would had done anything he could to help raise our mistake.

Jasmine please forgive me.

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Jdrew's POV

One more light passing by, one more day that flew by and another glory that I had lost.

I lost my balance and here I am, in the tunnel that I created and I have lost myself in it.

I've been going back and fourth trying to find the light that passed by. But my failure to continue has only brought me down to another day that flew above me leaving me behind.

I thought I was doing right, maybe I was doing better. I held on to my title with glory towards it and soon I lost it to a stupid mistake I had chosen

Maybe I don't get another chance from the world, but maybe I could make that chance happen by helping those around me

I have chosen to forget but what I ignored was that you can't forget

When something happens it only replays in your head every single time you are falling but what others don't understand is that I'm beyond the light that once passed me

I have also caught up with the days that had flew above me and the glory that I couldn't hold onto, is coming my way as I run towards it.

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