The Chosen One's

50

MAHIR

I woke up with a great head splitting pain.I groaned looking at my surroundings,not my room.I sat straight and rested my forehead against the headboard.

I closed my eye's and sighed.I can't sleep without Bela in my embrace and now....

I wiped my lone tear and got up wearing my pants.My clothes are upstairs in our room.I came out of my room and saw Bela sleeping on the couch,in lobby.

I took small steps and walked towards her,she was curled up on the couch.I bent to her level and looked at her face,her face was pale.

I moved my hand to tuck her baby hairs back but stopped in middle.A wave of hurt crawled inside me.I stood up and took a step back,I bumped with the coffee table and she woke up with a jerk.

"Mahir...",she sat straight with a jerk.

I turned and walked towards my room to take a shower.Cold water running through my body,I rested my palms against the tiles and looked at them.

The same place where I and Bela used to have morning sex,under the shower,against the tiles.Her panting and moaning,gasping for air......bile rose up to my stomach and I throwed up.

Last night alcohol effect.

I took a proper shower and came out wrapping a towel around me.I saw Bela waiting for me.I walked to my closet as if she dint exist for me in this room.

"Mah..Mahir..can I get you some lemonade?"Bela asked.

I dint respond and took out my clothes.I looked at her and she was still standing,waiting for my answer.I looked at myself in the mirror and her reflection in it.

I traced her name on my chest and my heart felt heavy.She sniffed and wiped her lone tear looking at it.I blinked back my tears and removed my towel.She will altleast go now.

But to my surprise,she is still standing here looking at me.I ignored her completely and started wearing my clothes.I was putting my watch and she came near me,
"Mahir..baby please..",

"I said stay away from me...don't come near me",I said and she sobbed covering her mouth.

And the next moment she ran to the washroom and I heard her puking.Is she not well?

I was standing near the washroom door,waiting for her.I opened the door to get in but stopped,
"No..",I said and stepped back.

She came out wiping her face and smiled looking at me,waiting for her.I turned back and started walking out of the room.

"Mahir..Mahir..wait",I heard her when I was descending down the stairs.

"Mahir...",she shouted and I halted.

I looked at the fish bowl and gave some food to them,
"Mahir..where are you going?"Bela asked.

"It's none of your concern",I said and her face fell.

"Mahir..if you are angry with me..it's OK..but please wait..I will make breakfast..you haven't eaten anything since yesterday",she said with a low tone.

"My stomach is full from yesterday..I'm no more hungry",I said and her eye's were glistening with tears.

I turned back and walked,I halted when she held my hand.I looked at her hand helding mine and then looked at her,
"Mahir please..I'm sorry.Please listen to me once",she said and I looked at her angrily.

"Please baby..I'm sorry..I'm a fool to accuse you like that..I'm a fool...",she cried helding my hands.

I was looking at her when she sobbed kissing my hands,
"Leave my hand,I should take K and my baby for check up today",I said and she looked at me,disbelief written all over her face.