Okay. I'm a bit stronger now and honestly I love writing this fan fiction too much to stay away.
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The lake came into view, making me smile broadly. Everyone spread about, oohing and aahing over the scenery. I felt a hand on my arm, making me jump, and freeze.
"Harry." I heard, and I turned, to feel lips mashed against mine. I smelled the mint, and the whiff of a cologne that could only be Zayn, before I leaned in, pulling him closer to me.
I responded to the kiss automatically, and his hands travelled upward, entangling themselves in my hair. Well shit. He smiled into the interaction, as my hands pressed to his hips.
When he finally pulled away, I rested my forehead on his, both of us breathing heavily. I looked around, slightly dazed, finding everyone staring at us with shocked expressions, though i couldn't force myself to look at Louis.
"Oops?" Zayn whispered, causing me to turn towards him.
"Why?" I responded. He pondered over this.
"Harry. I felt something." He answers instead. I smile.
"So did I."
"So does this mean that we're...?" He trailed off.
Fuck. Harry you have no choice. Decide now. "Uhm...what do you think?" I felt myself close to tears. He cocked his head, studying me, before I finally blurted out my answer. "Zayn? Will you...be my boyfriend?" Too soon. Much too soon.
"Harry...yes." He giggled, pulling me in for a hug. I hugged him back awkwardly and shocked. What have I done?
We turned to face our friends. "What the fuck just happened?" Liam asked, glancing between the two of us. I didn't answer, choosing instead to look at Louis. He had his back to us, playing with some grass, where he sat cross legged. I saw his hand travel upward to his face, wiping his cheek.
Shit. Harry. What. Have. You. Done. My mind screamed at me.
"I thought you were straight mate." Nick said to Zayn. Zayn shrugged.
"Guess not. I have a boyfriend now." He mumbled, with a blush highlighting his cheeks. Although I was pissed at myself, he brought a smile to my face as I pulled him close to me. I hate myself.
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Okay. Eh,...VAS happenin? #carrotforanight
So I don't know where the fuck this chapter came from but um i guess comment your thoughts and responses. Thanks babes
All the love, Xx
