you're not so bad (merdisson)

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Addison's perspective

I hate her. Well no I don't and I know that but now she's avoiding me. I can't deal with that.

I was so in my thoughts that I ran into somebody „I'm sorry I didn't see you there" I mumbled looking up. It was Callie

„Oh no it's okay. What were you thinking of?"

„Uhm nothing important" I responded Callie raised her eyebrow „come on Addie i know something is up with you" I couldn't look her in the eyes „Addison. Look at me. You can tell me you know that right?"

Finally I looked up. I didn't say anything for a time that seemed to be ages. I sighed „yeah you're right. There is something that I need to talk with you about" she smiled at me „come on let's go grab some lunch and talk" I grinned and we went to the cafeteria together

When we walked in I froze. I saw Meredith standing in the cafeteria arguing with Cristina. Callie looked at me then she followed my gaze and saw that I was staring at Meredith. When Meredith ran away from Cristina I finally could move again

We went to get food and then sat outside

„So..." Callie said „your speaking the vagina monologues now" she smirked „what? How do you-" „I saw how you looked at Meredith Addie. You two had sex" „shut up" I said „everyone's gonna know if you keep talking that loudly"

She laughed „Damn it Callie this is not funny. Bailey walked in on us" her laugh froze „crap" it was silent for a few seconds „Soo did she just walked in on you two kissing or..." „she was literally eating me out" I sighed

„Welp that's not good" „yeah of course it's not good dummy. I mean just- ugh" it was silent again „do you like her?" Callie asked me „I- I think I do" she grinned „oh shut up calliope" I said annoyed „so how was it?" she smirked at me

„It was- it was really good but sadly I couldn't finish cause- welp you know why" Callie burst out laughing. I slightly slapped her on the arm „this is not funny" „yeah of course it is-" she laughed

After a while she asked „so what did Meredith say?" I remained silent for a lil while „nothing. She just left after Bailey came in and avoided me since then"

„Well you gotta go talk to her" I didn't move „GO" she pushed me a lil bit and laughed „you have to talk with her" „Calliope Iphegenia Torres have I ever told you that I love you?" she laughed „now go before I kick your ass"

So I got up and went to search for Meredith