you're not so bad (merdisson)

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Meredith's perspective

My shift was finally over and I couldn't wait to get home. It was a really hard day with so many injured people because of the car crash. Nearly the whole hospital was full

When I was on my way outside i saw Addison sitting on a chair reading some charts. I walked over to her and gently hugged her from behind „Hey Addie" she turned around and smiled at me „Hey Mer"

gosh I could look into those eyes all day

„I was wondering when your shift ends? Because I'm heading home now and- well I was just thinking if- maybe you want to come with me? I mean you obviously don't have to-" she interrupted me „of course I want to come with you"

„Really?"

„Yes I would like to" how much I want to kiss her right now „so ... is your shift over then?" she pulled a face „no, I still have one hour" i smiled "that's okay, i'll just wait for you to finish and then we can go home"

Addies face lit up "okay" i gave her a quick peck on the lips "i'll wait in the cafeteria"

"yeah sure, i'll see you there in an hour?"

"in an hour"

I walked around the hospital until I saw Derek. I quickly turned around and walked away but it was too late. He already saw me. "Meredith! Meredith! Wait!"

I just walked and tried to ignore him but he came running up to me and grabbed my wrist "Derek I don't care what you have to say for yourself just let. me. go." his grip tightened around my wrist "come on Mer ... just listen to me alright?"

"No! Just leave me alone!" i was getting louder and I saw that other people were looking at us but i just didn't care "Derek you're the one that messed up so just leave me the fuck alone" I ripped me hand out of his and walked away

"Meredith!" he screamed after me but i just ignored him

I walked into the cafeteria to wait for Addison and when her shift was finally over and I saw her walking to me i jumped up and ran the last steps to her to pull her into a hug

"Mer, what's going on?" she asked me but i just nuzzled my head into the crook of her neck "it's nothing" i mumbled and held her tighter "Mer? You can tell me you know?" I grumbled "yeah I do know that. I just- it's Derek he tried to talk to me and well" I sighed

Addison gently patted my head "of course, I understand" after a while she pulled away "so, do you finally wanna go home?" she grinned and I just took her hand and pulled her to my car

when we got to my car I held the door open for her "what a gentlewoman" she said with a smile and I laughed "for you? anytime" she just smiled at me. I closed the door and went around the car and got inside. We sat in a comfortable silent and when we arrived at home we walked to the front door. I pulled out my keys and opened it

We walked inside and I took Addies coat and hung it in the closet "soo" she said with a grin "what do you wanna do now?" I took her hand, pulled her into the living room and pushed her down on the couch. Then I straddled her and rested my forehead on hers

she moved forward and gently pressed her lips onto mine. Addie then proceeded to run her tongue over my lower lip asking for entrance. I granted it and opened my mouth with a soft moan. She started to gently suck on my tongue and another moan to escaped my mouth

I ran my hands through her hair, pulled her closer to me and gently bit on her lower lip "oh god Meredith" she groaned. I started to run my hands down to the hem of her shirt to pull it up when I heard the front door open "hey Mer! I brought lunch for us- oh my god" izzie quickly turned around and covered her eyes

Addison pushed me off of her and started to fix her hair "oops" I said awkwardly "are you decent?" Izzie asked with a high pitched voice "yes we are" Addie replied for us "also sorry bout that" izzie just stood there awkwardly "well- anyway- like I said I- I brought lunch" she held up a bag "I think it's enough for three people so- uhm if you wanna eat with us Dr. Montgomery?" I smiled at her "yes of course that would be amazing. Also you can call me Addison" she beamed "okay Addison"

a/n

i'm really sorry that i've been letting this book slide so much but i'm like completely out of ideas and I also don't have the courage to write rn but multiple people asked for an update, so I tried my best to write something

also sorry for my grammar but I wrote this at like 1 am and i'm really tired rn, but I also really wanted to write this for y'all

this chapter is a little random because ,like I said, i'm out of ideas

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