you're not so bad (merdisson)

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„Doctor Yang when you finished having your little tea party with Doctor Grey will you come over here and help?" Bailey sounded so annoyed
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Meredith's perspective

Cristina gave me a final look and raised one of her eyebrows

I glanced at her and she went to go help Bailey. Well that didn't go as planned. Cristina suspects us now.

I mean yes of course I would have told her but not any time soon.

„DOCTOR GREY!" Bailey snapped at me oh shit „I'm sorry Dr. Bailey" „finally. You need to stop daydreaming and start working!" oops

***an hour later***

Cristina pulled me into an on-call-room and shut the door behind us

Awh man really?

„Now. Tell. Me. What. Is. Going. On. Between. You. And. Montgomery."

„I- like I said- nothing?"

„Meredith Ellis Grey! Don't lie to me!"

oh shit she's angry

I started to fidget with my pocket and looked everywhere but at Cristina

„Mer come on. Do you really think I haven't noticed that  lesbian? I mean you look at some women as if you just wanna snack em up"

„Excuse me?" I said surprised

„Yeah now shut up about that and tell me about you and Addison!"

„Well- uhh- so we met- well you know when we met and how we got to know each other. Do you?"

„Yes I do"

„okay soo when Derek cheated on me I kicked him out. You know that too. So after that I met Addison at the bar and I was drunk and stuff so I started talking to her about everything that happened"

*throwback to that night*

I was sitting on the bar with a tequila shot in front of me. I was drunk.

Then I felt a hand on my back and I flinched a little

„Meredith. It's me it's okay" I knew that voice so I relaxed immediately

„What Are you doing here? I thought you were with Derek tonight"

„Tz Derek" I slurred „He's an asshole" „hey, Meredith what happened?" she sounded concerned. How cute „he cheated on me. With rose" I blursted out

„Oh that Bastard I'm gonna kill him" she was so angry. Kinda sexy tho „no- no it's okay don't- don't kill him" „Meredith you're so drunk. Of course I won't kill him but I really am mad at him" „whys that?" I asked her

„Honey he cheated on you. Like he did with me, that's why I left him and he promised me that he'll never do anything like that again and here we are"

„I didn't know I'm sorry" I said and wanted to pull her in a hug but I trembled and fell towards her and my head landed right between her boobs. So soft „oopsies" I said and pulled back

She laughed „I don't mind when you do that darling" did she just call me darling? Omg im gonna die

„Did- did you just call me darling?"

„Yes"

„But why?"

„What do you mean but why?"

„Just ... why? Why are you so nice to me? Why-"

„Meredith ... it's ... its cause I like you ..."

„You do? I never thought- that you-"

„That I what?"

„That you would like me back ..." I whispered and looked down. She put her hand under my chin and pulled it up so I was forced to look at her

„Meredith...of course I like you" she pulled me closer and I could feel her breath on my face „I like you too" I said and finally our lips connected

Her lips are so soft. After a little while we pulled apart

„Your lips are so soft" i said and she laughed a little bit. After that I just looked at her. She pulled me in for another kiss when I realized that someone was watching us

I pushed her away looked around and I saw April standing in the bar. She was shocked „shit" I said and stood up but I trembled cause I was still drunk. Addison catched me „what is it?" she asked me concerned

„It's April"

I walked out of the bar and as fast as I could and went after April „April!" I screamed „April wait!"

She stopped and turned around „April! I can explain-" „Meredith you don't need to explain anything a exactly saw what happened"

„What do you mean?" I asked confused

„You we're making out with your boyfriends ex wife!"

„So you thank that I am the one who cheated?"
I laughed out

„What? What do you mean?" she was confused

„Derek cheated on me that's why I kicked him out"

„Oh ... I didn't know I'm sorry!" she came to me and pulled me into a hug

„It's okay April. I didn't love him anymore" I smiled at her „I'm gonna head back now"

„Oh yeah sorry" she laughed awkwardly and I walked back into the bar

I sat next to Addison and put my hand on her thigh „So where were we?" she inhaled sharply and pushed my hand away „Addie?" I asked confused „Meredith your drunk. I don't even know if you really want this"

„But-" „no buts Mer. I thought about this when you were gone and if you still want this when your sober then we can try. But I won't take advantage of you"

I was sad but I kinda understood her point „okay. So we're gonna continue this tomorrow" I said and smiled

She stood up and gave me a kiss on my cheek „come on I'm gonna drive you home now"

*End of throwback*

„So ... but like-" Cristina started „oh my god Meredith ... so it was her!" „What was her?" I asked confused

„It was her. The one Bailey caught you having sex with"

I was embarrassed „well kinda-" „crap but like we're you in the act or we're you just kissing?"
„I was literally between her legs Cristina! I couldn't even cover us up!"

„Well that's not good"

„Of course not!"

She stayed silent for a little while „okay we should head back now or Bailey will kick our ass"

„Yeah I guess so"

„But Meredith"

„Yeah?"

„Im happy for you" she smiled. I smiled back and then we took off to go to back to Bailey

A/N

Hey guys sorry that I didn't update sooner
Hope you enjoyed that chapter

I think that I should have started the story when they met but doesn't matter rn

Okay byee