☆Quackity centric crap i right when bored☆

pills [karlnapity]

This is for @strawberrythefluff , this is the most angsty thing in my drafts, mwah mwah

Tw: sewerslide and blood

Karl had noticed that quackity had been down lately. It was not very hard to, the duckling barley spoke anymore, and always seemed to be lost in his own head. Of course, Karl and sapnap had spoken to eachother about it. They were both worried, their fiance was in no way himself. Quackity was usually loud and bright, but it seemed like a dark cloud was over his head recently.

Of course, it was not just Karl and sapnap who had noticed this, everyone had. People constantly asked quackity was okay, always offering words of kindness.
But, quackity always brushed it off, he would say that he was fine, that nobody needed to worry.
But people still did, of course they did!
This was quackity, he was supposed to be happy, he was supposed to rum around half naked and make people laugh.

Karl and sapnap had no idea what caused the duckling to become so down recently. It was not something that happened overnight, quackity slowly became more and more depressed with each day. It was barley noticeable at first, times where he was just a bit to quiet. Times where he locked himself in his room.

Karl had his theories about what was causing it, and the main one had to be past events in his fiances life. Quackity seemed to get over things almost instantly. Whenever something horrible had happened to him, he just moved on, looking on the brighter side of things. Quackity lost his husband, schlatt, about a year ago, and while schlatt was not a very good person, it was only natural for quackity to miss him. But he seemed not to, he seemed perfectly fine after the funeral. It was like he had already forgotten about his husband.

Karl assumed that it was all catching up on quackity. All the past events finaly pushing down on him. But nothing could be confirmed, as quackity refused to talk about his feelings. Of course Karl and sapnap had asked, the ask about ten times a day. They want to help their fiance, but the other would just not cooperate.

Another worrying thing was the fact that quackity refused to show any skin. Even when it was boiling outside, he reused to wear anything other than a hoodie and bottoms. He would not even get changed in the same room as them! Of course they were fucking worried!

Today seemed like a bad day. The duckling seemed to be lost in thought. No matter what his lovers said he would simply nod, shake his head or shrug. So, sapnap and Karl did not bother talking either.
Karl knew that this would pass, things will get better. Things had to get better, it was not like they could stay like this forever. After a while quackity mumbled that he was going to the bathroom.
"Umm, I love you, both of you" he said, walking out the kitchen.

This seemed strange, of course they all said that they loved eachother a lot, but never when going to the bathroom.
Quackity had been up there for a while. Fifteen minutes now.
"I'm going to check on him" Karl says.
Sapnap nods, going back to the meal he was preparing.
Karl climbed the stairs, and knocked on the bathroom door. No response. He knocked again.
"Hey ducky, you in there?"
Again, no response. Just silence.
Karl began to worry.
"Okay, well I am coming in"
Karl tried to open the door, but it was locked from the inside. Before Karl knew he was doing it, he was breaking down the door. It was easy enough, it was just flimsy old wood. But as thedoor swung open, Karl had to hold in his scream.

Quackity was on the floor, his back slumped against the wall. His arms were littered with cuts, both fresh and old, and he had blood, dripping down his arms, falling onto the white floor.
"Oh, quack" Karl runs over to the younger man.
Quackity smiles slightly.
"Hey karlos" his voice was weak, way to weak to be normal.

"Quackity! Oh prime, what did you do?" Karl can tell something is wrong, something bad has happened, other than the ducklings arms that is.
"Oh, you know, took a shit load of pills"
Karl's heart almost stops.
"Pills? Quack, what kind of pills?" Karl can feel panic rising in his chest. He frantically searches for an empty pill bottle, hoping it's nothing bad.
"Oh, you know" Quackity says, taking a pause before continuing "thise ones that sapnap keeps in his drawer"

Karl knew what quackity had done, he would have had to be pretty stupid not to. Karl cupped his fiances face with his hands.
"Quack, I need you to stay awake, please just stay awake" Karl was crying, but he needed to be strong, for quackity. "SAPNAP!" He yells, as loud as his lungs will allow.
He hears sapnap run up the stairs, and stop at the door.

"Sap, call a fucking ambulance, he said he took a lot of pills and he is barley breathing"
Sapnap seems frozen in place, a horrified look crossing his face.
"The ambulance Sapnap!"
"Oh fuck, an ambulance, I will ring an ambulance" sapnap rushes off to get his phone.
"Okay quack, sap is ringing an ambulance, you're gonna be okay, we are gonna help you"

Quackity raised a bloody hand karls face, cupping his fiances face, leaving a bloody handprint on the tallers face.
" 'm sorry karlos" he mumbles weakly.
"No quack, you have nothing to be sorry for, I just need you to stay awake for me, the ambulance is on its way, just a few more minutes"
Quackitys breathing sounds more raggedy.
"Karlos, I don't think I'm gonna make it, tell sap that I love him" quackity is slipping, but he can't be, he needs to stay here, Karl needs him.

Sapnap comes running towards them.
"The ambulance is on its way, the guy said ir will take about two minutes"
Sapnap crouched next to karl.
"Quackity, please hang on, you're gonna be okay" sapnap voice breaks as he speaks, he is crying, and so is Karl.
"Sap, 'm tired"
Quackitys voice has dropped to barley a whisper, his breaths sounded painfull.
"Don't sleep, please Quackity, don't sleep!"
The ambulance arrives, and Karl rushes down the stairs to let them in.
"Breath quackity, breath, its okay, we are getting help"
People march up the stairs, and into the bathroom. Quackity is pulled up from the floor and carried down the stairs and outside.

And Sapnap does not know what to do. Quackity might die. He might not come home ever again.
And Sapnap blames himself. He kbew something was wrong with his fiance and he brushed it off. He thought it was nothing important, that it would just pass. He runs down the stairs and joins Karl into the car. They need to het to the hospital.

[Authors note: i wrote this when i was in a bad place mentally, it is probably not great, stay hydrated and stay fresh
-Mawce]