☆Quackity centric crap i right when bored☆

reunited (karlnapity)

Karl and sapnap have gone to visit quackity, and they want him to come home to Kinoko

"Quackity, listen to us, okay, you need to come back to Kinoko, you can rule alongside us! We can even get you a crown!" Sapnap says, desperation creeping into his voice.

Quackity refused to face them, for if he did they would see him crying and thats not something that he wants. So he keeps his back to them.
"I can't leave, I need to run my own country" he mumbles, trying to blink back the tears, for he does not want to show weakness, no matter how much he has missed them, he cannot show weakness because then they will know how fucking reliant he was on them.

"Please Quackity" Karl says, he sounds sad, Quackity made him sad, of course he did. "Please, we need you back home, we love you"
And that was enough to piss off Quackity. And so he turned around, no longer caring if he was crying, amd began to say all the things that he had kept inside.

"How are you going to sit here and tell me you love me when you ditched me to start your own country? George told me everything! Fucking everything. You didn't even once say 'hey, maybe let's look for quackity'. Nope, you just forgot about me. I show up at El Rapids one night, fucking so excitedto see the both of you, to tell you about my day, and to just lay with you. But you were not there. I looked everywhere and nobody was there. You all left me! I had nothing, nothing at all"

Sapnap takes a step forward, putting a hand up to quackitys face to wipe his tears.
"Ducky, we are so sorry we left you, we were hoping that you would come looking for us, and thats not an excuse, but we promise nothing like this will ever happen again"
Quackity steps back, and sapnaps hand falls.

"No sapnap, you made it all crystal fucking clear. God, I knew this would happen, from day one I knew that I would have to leave the relationship, and I was so stupid I got my hopes up and it all came crashing down on me"

"What do you mean? You don't have to leave the relationship, we want you here" Karl says, his voice dripping with kindness. But it must be fake, it has to be. They are tricking him. They want to do something to him, maybe attack his country? Quackity cannot let his guard down. Even if he cannot see because of the amount of tears in his eyes, and even if breathing is getting more and more hard, and even if he is shaking and it feels like his heart is going to burst from his chest.

"Quackity, your being silly, why would you have to leave the relationship?"
With that simple question, quackity starts to spill he let's it all out.

"I tried, I tried so fucking hard to be perfect, to be good, because thats what I needed, thats what the two of you needed. But no matter how hard I try it always comes falling down. I build myself up, I block everything off with walls and the moment I let someone get to close those walls come fucking crashing down and I loose everything. It happens every time. My life had crumbled when I met the two of you, and you helped me to build it all up again, with illusions of a perfect relationship. I was so happy, I hadn't felt that happy in years. The only reason I was able to get up in the mornings was because I had the two of you to go down to. But it was all just a lie. I can't fucking find love because each time I fuck It up. What did it for you? The fact that I am way to clingy? The wings? Or the nightmares? I bet it was the nightmares, having to wake up every single night because I was having a panic attack over a stupid dream"

Someone stepped towards him, he couldn't tell who, for his vision is to clouded.
"Quackity, I need you to breath, your hyperventilating"
Breath? They need him to breath?

"I don't care! I don't fucking care that I can't breath, god, now your worried, I made you worry. And now I am going to talk to you and you are going to convince me to go back to kinoko kingdom with you and its all going to be good for a while but then I am gonna fuck it up again and you're gonna hate me so much and you're gonna yell, and schlatt was right, he was fucking right. I am just a self centered prick! All I do is ruin things. I am unlovable, oh god, schlatt was right"

Quackitys head feels fuzzy, a feeling he knows all to well, he still is not breathing properly. He can hear voices, calling his name, telling him to breath? That's what it sounds like. Quackity falls forward, into someone's arms. This person is warm. He hears his name being called again, this time it sounds urgent. But he has not got the strength to do anything about it. He opens his eyes slightly, he thinks he is in sapnaps arms. Hmm, feels nice. The world turns dark, and he can no longer hear his name being called.

Ooooh time skip

Quackity felt the grass underneath him. It was cold and damp. His head was hurting, a thumping pain pulsing through it. Where was he?
Oh yeah. He was in the forest. He had yelled at Karl and Sapnap. Oh god, he yelled at them, they don't deserve that. He can hear them talking.
"What do we do?"
"Well we cannot just leave him Karl! We have to wait for him to wake up"
"Oh honk, I hope he is okay"

Quackity opens his eyes, the sky darker than he last saw it. There are stars twinkling in the sky, they are beautiful.
Quackity sits up. Alerting the other two, who rush over to him.
"Hey, are you okay?"
"Do you need water? Oh wait, we have no water"
Quackity looked up at them, taking a moment before shaking his head.
"I'm fine"

An akward silence falls over them. Quackity finally decides to speak.
"Sorry for yelling, It wasn't right"
Sapnap plops down on one side of him, karl sitting on his other side.
"Look quackity, you deserved to say that. Maybe yelling was not a great way to say it, but like, you had a right"
Sapnap says, karl nodding in agreement.
Quackity can feel tears threatening to fall again. He wipes his eyes, a sigh escaping his lips.

"I want to love the both of you. I want that more than anything. But I am scared. I don't wanna drive you away."
He feels a hand on his leg. He looks up, it's karl.
"You are not going to drive us away, we promise you that"
"But you already left once, I don't think I can go through that again" Quackity feels tears drip down his face. There is silence, for nobody knows what to say.
But after what seems like years of silence, sapnap speaks.

"How about we start all over again? We pretend like before never happened, we start from now, from the beginning"
Quackity thinks about this. He has missed Karl and Sapnap more than anything, but they broke his heart. Would starting over be good? Or would it all go the same way?
"Okay, yeah, let's start again"

Karl and sapnap both break out into massive smiles that make quackity smile to.
"Quackity, would you do us the honour of joining our relationship?"
"It would be my pleasure"
Quackity laughs alongside his fiances. No. Alongside his boyfriends.
They were starting over.
Quackity reaches to the chain at his neck.
"Would you like the rings back, since we are starting over and everything"
"No, keep them"
Quackity can feel joy sprout in his chest. Things were going to be good. It was all going to be fine.

"Now quackity" sapnap says, gripping his hand, "how about you show your new boyfriends your country"
They all laugh, and walk towards Las Nevadas, karl gripping his other hand.
This was good.

[Authors note: yall, this is cannon. I don't make the rules. I am working on a full Alex in wonderland book, so look forward to that. Stay fresh
-mawce]