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"What are you doing here?" I stood up

"I came to see you"

"See me? Why?"

"Your mom just slept off, boring right? guess she was tired and you must be bored, I know I am"

"No I'm not, I was just thinking"

"About?" He moved towards me slowly

"It's none of your business" I shrugged trying to sound as rude as possible and maybe show him that I'm not interested in this conversation

He walked towards me making me step back, and then past me hitting me with his shoulder, I held my breath

"I see" he was behind me now, taking a handful of my hair and sniffing it deeply "you've got beautiful hair you know?" he whispered leaning on my shoulder

I couldn't move, I rolled my fingers super tight my nails pressed in my palm and pressed my lips together squeezing my eyes shut

I need to move like right now

"Won't you say something?" What in the world was I supposed to say? What is he trying to do? No. . . It can't be, if it is then it's a big problem, is he drunk or- or, drunk? He doesn't smell like alcohol, how do-

"What are you doing?" I flinched and gasped turning myself around when he leaned in and kissed my cheek

He grabbed my elbow holding me tight

"Shush, what's the matter? Do you want to wake your mom up from her tired sleep? There's no reason to be so aggressive why're you so rough?" he traced his fingers on the side of my face making the hair on the back of my neck to rise

what on earth does he want from me?

"You're so pretty I want you to be mine" he said answering my question as if he could read my mind

"What!?"

"I said I want you" he held me tighter and pulled my closer leaning towards me, I shut my eyes struggling to get free

He then began placing random kisses on my neck holding me even tighter with both hands, his fingers digging into my arms

"Stop! Please stop, let me go, what're you doing? let me go, please stop it"

"You have to relax" he whispered into my ear pushing me against the dinning table"just remain calm"

He held onto my neck forcefully, still kissing me all over the place and groping me

This is all level of uncomfortable and I can't even get free, I'm scared

He kissed me until he forced his way to my lips, kissing me roughly I was sure my lips bruised, I wasn't expecting that, he kissed me

He kissed me!

"There you go sweetie, now listen to me, your Mom is never gonna hear about this okay, you're not allowed to tell anyone about our little secret we now share, do that for me and everything would be okay, yeah?" He whispered on my lips finally letting go of my arms

I was trembling and heaving and I managed to open my eyes, seeing he was smiling at me

A tear trickled down my cheek, I didn't hesitate to run away from there leaving home to The Cliff with my tear-filled eyes

What in the world

What just happened? Why? What is the meaning of this?

So the first time actually wasn't because he was drunk? He actually had the intent, he's a monster, why would he do something like this? I can't believe this