I don't understand and I probably never will.
When people are in crisis and they never give up on hope never makes since to me because your stranded by yourself just you and your thoughts so you usually talk yourself out of believe in hope.
And that is what I have done.
From a scale 1 to 10 my hope level is on 1 1/2 and by tonight if max doesn't come it will be on 1/2.
I always dreamed about me being a damsel in distress and my sexy hero to come rescue me an he beat the other guys butts and he carries me away.
Well now I just want anybody to come get me. I don't care if its not a romantic fairy tail just as long as I get out I will be happy as this freaked bee flying around my head.
I swear if someone is going to kidnap you, the least can do is ofer some hospitality.
But no instead of a mint on my pillow I have a roach.
.........
I wonder how my mom is doing? She is probably worried sick and the hole town knows I'm gone and they probably making jokes that my monster came and ate me.
Well my monster didn't eat me. Some kidnaped me and I'm falling deeply and passional in love with max and there's no way to stop it. It's like lava flowing down the steepest mountain. It just won't stop till everything is destroyed and it get what it wants.
