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January 30, 2014

It's been seven days since I have written and these past seven days have been the worst days of my life.

I have bruises, cuts and I will most likely look ugly like crap when I am older because of all these scars I am going to have

The leader of this pack... I think it is called the alpha. Does not like me at all. He is the one who orders all the sick stupid mutts to come and hit me and not feed me.

I wonder what Max is doing? was this part of his plan was he behind this? I don't know anymore! I use to think that he actually liked me, but I guess that's a lie just like the rest of my life... a lie. If I do survive this what will I do?

Do I want to survive this? I don't know. All I wanna know is what max is doing and if he does love me or am I just a toy for all these dogs. They are all mutts they stink and are stupid... Well not all max don't stink.

I remember the time when we were wrestling and man did he smell good. I thought he was the one, he smelt good, had a six pack, tall, and just the most delicious guy I have ever seen..... I miss him!