"I really thought you were different.
In the back of my head, I knew to be careful from previous experiences, but something about you made me leave my guard down.
I thought you were the one to change my view on guys. I put total trust in you. All...
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song: holy ground
artist: banners
I stood in the airport with Harry as he made sure he had all of his luggage.
I looked around at the others; Zayn was holding a teary eyed Perrie's hand as she leaned her head on his shoulder. Sophia and Liam were hugging and he was trying to fight back his tears as she cried silently.
Eleanor and Louis kissed and he brushed away her tears when they pulled away, "I'll be back soon, love." He whispered to her.
I turned away and fixed Harry's collar when he turned to me.
His bottom lips was slightly trembling as he looked off into the distance.
"We can't have you looking bad when you arive in Italy." I said, forcing a small smile.
"I'll already look bad because I'll be away from you." He whispered.
I looked up into his tear filled eyes and hugged him so tight. I breathed in the smell of his cologne, felt his heart beat against my chest and the warmth of his hugs. I took a mental picture of his perfect face. Everything about him. I wanted him close to me always. I tried not to think about me giving birth alone to our baby, but I couldn't help it.
I was soon sobbing into his shoulder as he held me tighter, placing a hand on the back of my head, stroking my hair, "It's alright, babe." He whispered.
I could hear his voice shaking as he tried to hold back his tears.
"I'll be home soon, and we'll have this baby together." He pulled away and bent down to kiss my belly, "You hear that my little angel? Daddy will be home soon, and we will see each other for the first time together. Not over a Skype call. I promise." He kissed my belly again and quickly wiped away a tear that streamed down his face.
The person over the speaker called their flight number and he stood up to look me in the eyes, "I'll call you everyday." I whispered, intertwining our hands together.
"And I'll answer everyday." He whispered, brushing a tear off my cheek.
I nodded and he kissed my lips. I felt him lace his finger through my hair and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I held him close. I felt his warmth on my body and I felt his breath and his lips one last time before he pulled away.
He picked up the handle of his luggage and met the other boys at the door.
Eleanor, Sophia, and Perrie walked over to me and we all held hands, fighting back tears as our boyfriends waved at us one last time.
I followed Harry's brown hair all the way, until he was out of my sight.
