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VII

Y/n's Pov.

"I'm dropping out then." I announced at Sana which earn a gasped from her as I settle down on my chair facing Sana.

"You can't do that." She snickered, while putting foods on my plate. She's always like this when we're still together.

"But, I don't want to see them except you." I whine, earning a glare from her.

"You're cute, but no. You're not dropping out. You have me, I'll protect you." She said making me smile.

"Really? Okay, I'm not dropping then." I said biting some tempura shrimp on my plate.

"Hmm, since you can't hide from them. I'll let you show up, come with me tomorrow." Sana said, sipping on her iced tea that she prepared awhile ago.

"Fine." I replied, rolling my eyes.

How could I face Mina? Damn! I admit that I still love her but I have some egos in me. Once an ex will always remain ex. I'm still not ready to see them, but Sana is right I can't hide from them forever.

After dinner, Sana decided to go home in her unit since it's just besides mine just to get some clothes for tomorrow and some PJ's for sleepover.

Catching up with her makes me miss her even more. Thinking about the past we had, I guess she's my soulmate. Or I could say twin sister? I don't know.

She's nothing but a good girlfriend to me, giving her everything to me and her I am, such a a jerk broke up with her with invalid reasons. It's just that, I feel like she's always giving me and I always taking it. It should be give and take, vice versa but all I did is to take and I don't want that.

I love Sana, though it hurts me seeing her crying that day I can't do anything but to drift away from her.

I don't want Sana to feel like she's just taken for granted, so after we parted ways I decided to go in Las Vegas and there I met Jihyo after a month of staying there.

Jihyo is a sweet bubbly girl just like Sana, we decided to date and after that we call it quits when her father knows that her first daughter of Park heiress is dating a girl.

I was devastated after the break up but I didn't let my emotions ruin me. So I decided to go in Austria where I met Jeongyeon, she vibrates girl crush on her being. Just like Sana, she spoiled me with everything and I don't want that.

After we broke up, I decided to visit Dad in Taiwan where I bumped into Tzuyu. She's the daughter one of Dad's investor. We hit it off and start dating but after 9 months we broke up cause I need to go back home in Japan, I even told her not to leave me but I was the one who left her broken.

After I broke up with her, I met Momo in Kyoto she's the daughter of Mr. Hirai which is Dad's friend and investor. Momo is this kind of a girlfriend that would spoil you with foods. But then, I decided to broke up with her when I found out that her father is one of the Mafia in Japan along with Dad.

I decided to escape from her and goes to Australia on which I met Chaeyoung there. She's a hella fine artist there that I have adored, she's like a small cub. We dated for 8 months and decided to broke up when she's needed in Los Angeles because of her parents.

After a month of staying longer in Australia, I met the heiress of the IMTech. Nayeon, at first she's this bratty bitch when I met her but then we become friends and dated for a year and 2 months. She gives me everything, friendship and all the love I wanted but then I feel like I'm just using her.

After Nayeon, I visit Lisa my friend in Singapore. I met Dahyun there, talking to the bird she passes through. Not to my knowing, Dahyun is one of Lisa's friends. We dated for 9 months and call it quits.

After Dahyun, My dad decided to put a branch in Texas. I met Mina there, we have a lot of similarities that's why we hit it off. During our first anniversary we decided to live in one roof, which is in Japan since she's a pure Japanese that just got migrated in Texas. But then, I'm about to marry her when Momo's dad find out that I'm marrying Myoui which is the rival of their Mafia.

I'm afraid of Mina's safety, that's why I broke up with her. All I know is she hated me and cut ties with me. I don't know if she should know the reason but I'm just afraid of her safety. I know how Mr. Hirai works when it comes to her daughter.

“Hey.” Sana snapped my trance. “You've been spacing out, you didn't even throw a single glance when I get out from the bathroom.” She said, sitting beside me.

“Just some thoughts.” I shrugged. “Anyway, what movie do you like to watch?” I asked, dodging the question that she wanted to ask.

“After we fell.” She said, snatching the remote that I have been holding.

Netflix and cuddles sounds good. Mina and I always do this when we are still together, but sad to say we broke up.

I hug Sana's waist putting my head on her stomach as she put her hand on my head playing my hair, it soothes me but then it makes me miss Mina more.

“You okay?” Sana whispered, while I just nod my head.

“Keep playing my hair, it makes me calm.” I replied as she nod her head watching the movie again.

We watched the movie and talked about it. Until it is time for us to sleep.

“Good night, babe.” I muttered kissing her cheeks earning a blush from her.

“Baka! Good night Y/n-chan.” She mumble, enough for me to hear her. She hug my waist as she close her eyes.

I don't know what to do if I met them together tomorrow. Hmm, maybe pretend that I suffered amnesia? But Sana doesn't want that.

I don't know anymore.

I let my thoughts wonder as I yawned, drifting myself into darkness of sleepiness that takes over me.