(Discontinued) Eternal......... caius volturi

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry readers but I can't finish the book nor Continue it..

I've taken multiple breaks but every single day I seem to get weaker as time passes.

I've barely ate anymore since I've lost appetite and have to basically force myself to eat for 2 weeks..

I also am getting physically weaker, I sometimes just lay on my bed for 1-3 days and only getting up to drink or to use the bathroom.

I can't cry for some reason and I refuse to consult anyone since they won't believe me and will eventually humiliate me.

Coping mechanism don't work anymore.

I would also not sleep for a day or so since my anxiety keeps me up and won't let me sleep..

I've missed a lot of classes and schoolwork, I've lost touches with my family and friends.

I basically isolated myself..

I'm fucking anxious because I'm getting symptoms of Ed recently..

I would puke before, after and while eating, I lose all appetite, and NO. I can't be pregnant cause I'm still a virgin.

And the main reason I can't write in this book is because I don't remember what Katherine's character anymore since I would blend my identity to hers making Katherine be unrecognizable..

I tried to write her proper character but I can't I used her as a vent to release my anger and emotions and reason it because of caius and her bond thingy..

It get to the point I would frequently hit my head because of pent up frustration..

I'm sorry to all who I've disappointed. 

Thank you again for reading this book..

🌹🖤🗝️

- author.