I breath , to calm myself down
To pull out a façade over the me who is breaking down
I smile , to make them convinced
To make them believe that everything is fine
I run , to get myself out
To get myself out of that suffocating situation
I cut , to make me convinced
Convinced that I do feel
Convinced that I punished myself for my vulnerability
Convinced that I have some power over myself
By rainbo_ebony