Damn I wish I could I could smoke. I'm gonna go crazy because I'm in a house full of smokers and I can't smoke. It's been forever. I need something to do. Yvonne's not hanging with me so I'm bored. What was the point of coming if my girlfriend isn't hanging out with me. I go downstairs. "Hey baby."
"Hey."
"You going somewhere?"
"Yeah. Can I have your keys?"
"Yeah and here. Buy you something." She gave me her wallet. "How much can I spend?"
"Fifty at the most."
"Ugh. Okay. It'll be enough to fulfill my boredom." I go to the door. "Especially since my girlfriend won't hang out with me. Even though I'm pretty sure that's why I'm here. But yeah bye." I basically got into that fight with my cousin for no reason. This was a waste of time.
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I knock on the door. All of them here so they better answer the door. I knocked harder. "Let me in the fucking house Yvonne!" It opened. "Why you in a bad mood girl?"
"Why? Because we're supposed to be hanging out and you're doing everything except for that. I know Terrell and Derrick are your best friends but you never see me. We only have today and tomorrow with each other and if you want to, keep leaving me by myself but just prepare to go to the Christmas dance alone. All of you!" I go upstairs. Let's see what she picks because I will call my auntie to come get me. The door opened. "Hey baby. I'm sorry."
"I bet you are."
"Peaches, the attitude please."
"You ignore me but I have a attitude?"
"Yes you do. The more attitude you have, the more distant I am. Okay?"
"The more you're like Ariana."
"Babe. I'm just gonna pretend your attitude is because of the baby because I love you and I don't want to break up with you.*
"You planned on breaking up with me?"
"No. I'm saying when we hang out, low the attitude down."
"Whatever." She locked the door. She pulled me down and she got on top of me. She kissed on my neck. "I don't want to."
"Then what do you want to do?"a
"I don't know." She stared at me. "Can I do this?" She went in my shorts. "No. Get off of me." She sighed. "Let's just chill." She got off of me and turned the tv on. "So you don't want to have sex?"
"No."
"And why not?"
"I'm just not feeling it."
"Oh okay well I'ma go get me a beer. You want one?"
"I'm pregnant."
"So you can't drink?"
"No."
"Oh damn okay. Then I won't."
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"We'll be back. How long you gon be here?"
"I don't know, I'll call you."
"Alright, be safe baby." She kissed me. I went inside. "Hi."
"Hey I'm here to see my mom, her name is Madison Johnson."
"Okay sign in sweetheart, she'll be right out." I signed in and sat down. I haven't decided of I want to tell her. She came out. "Hi mom."
"Hi baby." I got up and hugged her. "It's been a while."
"I know.'
"You look really nice. I'm glad you're here."
"Me too. So how are you?"
"I'm fine. It's getting closer and closer to a year."
"Yeah. I feel bad that you're in here without me mom."
"Don't. You're a teenager, enjoy your life. I can't stop you from smoking and drinking any more."
"But something else is."
"What do you mean?"
"I'm pregnant..."
"You're pregnant? By... Fredrick?" I nodded. "Peaches.... you're keeping the baby?"
"Yes."
"Oh. Well do your friends know?"
Yeah my cousin is the only one who doesn't know. She already kicked me out so. "
"Why did she do that?"
"We got into a argument."
"Okay. Sweetie. I really wish I was out so I can help you."
"It's fine mom."
"I'm trying my best to get some months cut off."
"Thanks."
"I wouldn't want you in here anyway. They won't be gentle with your pregnant belly here."
"Are they forceful? Cause I can get my auntie to come help you."
"Your auntie? What's her name?"
"Yasmine."
"Yasmine? Does she remember me?"
"Are you guys sisters?"
"Yeah."
"Oh. I'll ask. I thought she was one of dad's sisters."
"No, how long have you guys been talking?"
"We talked before I met you, I didn't know we were related until a few months ago."
"Oh. I'm glad you guys are talking. Do you think she remembers me?"
"How long has it been?"
"I think I talked to her after your grandma died and I told her I was getting custody of you but I didn't tell her your name or anything."
"She might. I'm seeing her tomorrow so I'll ask."
"Okay. Be safe sweetie. Stay healthy, don't do anything you're not supposed to. Come back to see me every once in awhile. I want to see your progress."
"I will." I hug her.k
