Is it love or is it acting?

Part 9

I woke up slowly and looked around the room. THIS WASN'T MY ROOM. i went to sprawl my arms out and i felt something next to me. When i looked Robert was laying there with the blanket over him. I could feel that i had knickers on but i had a long T-shirt on that smelt like Roberts. Oh fuck what happened last night.

I put my head back onto the pillow and my head was pounding. I groaned in pain and Robert was moving by the side of me.

"Rough night?" He says in a sexy groggy voice.

"Just a bit. Robert what happened? Did we do anything?" I ask very worried.

"No well yes we had a huge make out session and started undressing each other but we stopped we didn't carry on. You started to throw up in the toilet so i held your hair but your dress was full of it so i gave you joggers and a T-shirt but half way through the night you took the trousers off. I did feel awkward as we were both like half naked but i kept my distance" he says.

"Oh god im so sorry" i say.

"Its okay. You are a very good friend to me so i don't mind doing it for you" he says.

"Well we have to go back today dont we?" I ask.

"Yeah I'm afraid so.  filming in London for a few months to finish the film then i will be heading home" he says.

"Home? You dont live in london?" I ask while i grab Roberts hoodie off the floor and put it on.

"Nope i live in Malibu" he says.

My face drops.

"Why do you look so sad? Miss your boyfriend" he smirks.

"Well London and Malibu is quite a distance from each other" i say.

"It is but people will just think we are doing long distance. Its okay we will still talk its not as if we are actually together" he says.

"True. Anyway I'm gonna head back to my room to shower. See you at 5 to go to the airport" i say.

"Okay baby" he smirks and i roll my eyes playfully.

I grab my things and i head back to my room. I run a bath as to be honest I couldn't be bothered to shower. I notice i still had Roberts hoodie on so i take it off and place it on the chair.

I hop into the bath and think about Robert said. I mean it is true we ain't exactly together but it hurts me to think that we will be away from each other. Well a month later after going home we have a press conference in California anyway so hopefully we will all see each other then.

After my hour and a half bath it starts to get cold so i climb out. I dry myself and get changed into joggers and a T-shirt but i was chilly so i put Roberts hoodie on.

I chill and sit on the bed for a bit. I take two paracetamol to save my headache and i look at the time and it was 4.45pm.

I get up and grab my things into my suitcase and i do a final check of my room. After that i grab my things and head downstairs to the lobby. Nobody was there yet so i sat waiting for everyone.

I was playing bingo on my phone and i see everyone coming towards me.

"Hey baby" Robert says and winks at me.

"Hey" i wink back.

He kisses me on the cheek and i smile. We wait for everyone else to come and we get onto the bus. I decide to sit by holland as Robert wanted to have a chat to mark.

"So you and Robert are quite the thing" tom says.

"Yeah i guess so" i reply.

"Whats up you don't seem yourself" tom says.

"Well its just awkward as Robert lives in Malibu its just awkward. I will miss you all its mad how you guys have become family in these past few weeks" i say.

"Awh me and Hiddleston live in london anyway you can always come and see us and normally after filming altogether with everyone we always do a group FaceTime every night to  chat to everyone" tom says.

"Yeah i guess your right" i say.

We carry on chatting about random little things until we get to the airport. We get our tickets and things and board the plane. I sit next to the window and wait to see who i was gonna be sitting by. Suprise it was Robert.

"Hey" he says.

"Hi" i reply.

"You okay sweetie?" He asks.

"Yeah just tired thats all" i reply.

"Get some sleep i dont mind. Use me as a pillow you know you like it" he laughs.

I rest my head on his shoulder but i feel like im in a awkward position so he moves it for me and lowers me down to his lap. He lays me there and starts playing with my hair and within seconds i felt sleepy.

Few hours later.

"Wake up hun we are home" Robert says.

"Whats the time?" I ask.

"3.00am love" he replies.

I groan and he laughs.

We get off the plane and get on the bus. It takes us to the hotel but i stay on the bus.

"Whatcha doing?" Robert asks.

"Im gonna head home. I told ant and dec i would come home to see them straight away" i reply.

"Please stay safe" Robert says.

"I will rob i will" i reply.

"Okay see you tomorrow" he says and he kisses me on the lips.

Why did he have to do that? Now im gonna be up all night thinking about it.

Everyone said their goodbyes and the driver took me home. It was okay because his bus park was near the apartment anyway.

I thanked the driver and i got out with my suitcases. I head into the life and got to my apartment. I opened the door and seen that the boys were still awake.

"Welcome home issy" ant says and they both hug me.

"How was it?" Dec says.

"Well." I say and before i could finish stephen came out shouting.

"BITCH YOU DIDNT TELL US YOU AND ROBERT WERE TOGETHER!!" He shouts.

"Alright keep your voices down. Me and Robert are acting as his ex wife is obsessed with him. So me and him ain't actually together we are pretending. We have told everyone we are together but we are not we are faking it  all don't say anything though." I say.

"Oh damn it looks pretty real to me" dec says.

"Nope all fake. We are friends and thats it" i say and they smile.

"Okay okay well you look tired so get some sleep" ant says so i walk to my room.

I dont bother getting changed i just jump into bed. As soon as my head hit the pillow i was away with the fairy's. Which is a suprise as i thought Robert would be on my mind