Is it love or is it acting?

Part 23

I woke up and felt a pair of strong arms around my waist. I remember last night so it wasn't a dream. Fuck what the fuck is supposed to happen now. I tried to move but Roberts hand got a little tighter around my waist. I move his hand off and he groans.

"Cant we just lay here a little longer" he says in a groggy voice.

"Yeah we can once i go for a pee or i will piss myself" i say and he smiles and leaves go.

I get up and notice i was bare naked. I put on Roberts shirt and i go to his man bag and grab a pair of his Calvin Klein boxers out. I head to the bathroom and have a pee then put on his boxers. It felt weird but at the same time it felt nice. 

I walk back out and hop back into bed. Robert had little snores coming from his mouth and it was adorable. I noticed he now had a white tshirt on bless him he looked adorable. I took my phone out and took a picture of him sleeping and put.

"Rough night last night"

As the caption and tagged him in it. He would probably kill me for that but ah well.

I lay on my back and stare at the ceiling. Amazing art work on it fair play.

I feel eyes looking at me and when i turn around i see Roberts big brown orbs looking right at me.

"Take a picture downey it will last longer" i say and he smiles.

He sits up and looks me up and down as i was on top of the blanket not under it.

" i have to say miss davies them clothes look better on you than what they do on me" he says.

"Well what can i say" i reply.

"Did you regret last night?" He asks.

"No not one bit did you?" I ask.

"Not one bit" he says.

"Well then that sorts it at least it isnt going to be weird now" i say.

" definitely not. Anyway what are the plans for today" he asks.

"Im hung over i would love to stay in bed all day" i say.

"Im down to cuddle all day" he says and pulls me to him.

"Lets do it" i say.

I climb under the blankets and noticed that he now hand boxers on. He must of got them on through the night. We cuddle for ages until i drop off in his arms.

An hour later

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK.

"Calm your fucking tits im coming" i hear Robert say.

"Where is she" i hear ant say.

"In bed why?" Robert asks.

"Get up" dec says.

"What the fuck is your problems" i ask sitting up.

"What the fuck is going on with you two. First you are all an act then you aint nothing and now they tell me downstairs that this is happening you two fucking" ant says.

"Right first calm the fuck down my head is pounding snd secondly you two dont have to tell me who i can and cant fuck" i say.

"Boys it didn't mean anything its all an act" Robert says.

My heart sank. What the fuck. I got up out of bed and shoved my dress back on.

"No issy I didn't mean it likr that I really liked last night please" Robert says.

"No like you said its an act. I will carry on doing it but when there are people around if not then we are not together" i say.

He stood there and i walked out of the room. The boys follow. I wait in the front of the taxi with the taxi man while the boys get in the back. It was a very awkward drive even though it was only 5 minutes away my legs were killing me.

We arrive at the door and i go to open it.

"Before any of you say anything don't. Just because i said that to Robert does mean Im on good terms with you. I can fuck who i want i can kiss who i want and i Dont need your threes input so if you excuse me I'm going to bed" i say.

I walk up the stares and to my room. I couldn't be arsed for anything. I took mh dress of and i was still in Roberts boxers and shirt but i couldn't care less i fell back to sleep again.

A few hours later i got up and went downstairs. Obviously i out shorts on and a tshirt on over. I went to the kitchen and shoved chicken nuggets in and sat on the stools waiting for them to cook.

I checked my Instagram and i had 2357k likes on my Instagram and 34k comments. Some was even from the cast.

Scarlett- you two need to get married already.
Mark- no babies yet.
Holland- cute. Robert you deserve her and she deserves you.
Hiddleston- my bestie is happy which makes me happy.

Reading the comments made he tear up. Im not actually his boyfriend and i think people need to know that now i Dont know how much longer i can pretend anymore. Its hard. So i text Robert.

Me- look im sorry for earlier but i dont think i can pretend anymore

Robert- your right. We will tell them soon.

Me- how about we carry on until boxing day. We are all seeing each other then so we can tell them.

Robert- okay. Im sorry.

Me- me too.

I smile at the text and my timer goes off telling me that my nuggets where done. I take them out and place them on a plate. I went to go to speak to the boys but i decided to wait i couldn't face  them yet.

I walk back upstairs and munch on my chicken nuggets while watching Gavin and stacey.

I didn't really do much after. I showered and phoned greg telling him all the tea. He was happy for me. I didn't tell him everything but most of it. I told him we were gonna tell everyone the truth and he wished me good luck.

Think i need it.

Hiya guys. This story might have 30 or a bit more chapters. Its gonna be a smaller story than the others :)