Is it love or is it acting?

Part 16

Monday morning. How fun. It was 5.30am. We had to be at the airport for 7.00am for the plane at 7.15am. I wasn't exactly the nicest person in the morning especially when its 7.00am. Im on the pill which don't help it makes me more tired but Im gonna be nice. I mean i have to stay with these people for a month. Well some of them some can go to their own houses as they live in new York.

I grabbed my things and headed out the door. I said my goodbyes to the boys last night as i knew they would still be sleeping. A month away from these its gonna be weird.

I placed all my things in the boot of my car and i hopped into the front seat. It was a 20 minute drive to the airport so i slammed on my music and raved to artic monkeys.

After i arrived i parked my car in the secure car park and got my things out. I handed my keys to the security and walked through the airport. I could see the others so i walked over and waved.

"Good morning sleeping beauty" holland says.

"Oh fuck off holland" i say and instantly regret it.

"Damn someone work up on the wrong side of the bed" he says.

"Sorry Tom I'm not a morning person at all yeah just don't get on my bad side in the morning" i laugh.

"Okay hint taken. Sorry" holland says.

We all sit there chatting and i could see Robert making eyes at me but i didn't know what for.

"Are you all ready?" Joe asks.

We all nod and we head onto the plane. It was a private plane again so we could sit anywhere. I sat next to Hiddleston but Hemsworth asked to sit next to him so i decided just to sit on my own.

The plane started taking off and when we were in the sky Robert came and sat next to me.

"Is this seat taken?" He asks.

"Nope you can take it if you want" i say.

He smiles at sits there.

"Issy about last night. I dont think it should have happened like we have both agreed we are acting nothing else" Robert whisperers.

It hurt to hear that but of course it was true. We ain't actually together.

"Yeah i know let's pretend it didn't happen" i say.

He smiles and pats his shoulder for me to lean on it. Of course i agreed i mean we have to act as we are around the cast.

"Friends?" He whispers.

"Lovers" i say and he laughs.

"I love this connection we have iss honestly its true" he says.

"Yeah me too rob me too" i say.

We put a film on and it was nativity. Everyone loves nativity. We were sat there watching it and singing all the songs and then we put the second one on of course we sang again. Then the third and sang again but i was busting to go to the loo.

"I will be back now" i say.

"Where you off?" He asks.

"The loo" i reply.

He nods and i head to the bathroom. I flatten my clothes out and flatten down my hair. Do what i have to do and head back out to Robert. He shimmy's in for me to go back to my seat and he takes my hand in his. He is giving me mixed signals man.

I lay on his shoulder and he traces little circles around my hand. I feel my eyes flutter and i couldn't keep them open. I drift off to sleep.

"Wake up beaut we are here" i hear Robert say.

I groan and sit up and he laughs.

"You dont like waking up do you?" He says with a smile.

"Nope" i reply.

He laughs and we wait for the plane to land. Around 5 minutes later we land and we wait in the airport foyer for our suitcases and they soon come on the belt. I go to pick mine up but Robert gets it for me. Such a gentleman. He smiles and hands it to me.

"Why thank you mr downey" i say.

"My pleasure miss davies" he replies.

We walk hand in hand down to the limo that was taking us to our hotel. I know holding hand in hand and a limo two exiting things lol. We put our things in the boot and we drove around new York until we stopped outside this fancy building.

"This is the hotel we will be staying in. Well some of us as some of us actually got houses here" joe says.

We grab our bags and Robert helps me with mine again. We walk into the hotel and gosh it was fancy. We had lots of people surround us and take photos with us. I keep forgetting I'm famous. We arrive at our rooms and Robert walks into mine.

It was huge. King size bed with a huge flat screen tv on the wall. Bug mirror and a huge bathroom. It also had a balcony with chairs outside.

"Oh gosh thank god i am craving a cigarette right now" i say and pull a packet out of my bag.

"Uh uh no way" Robert says and takes them away.

"What why? Robert please i need one my anxiety has been through the roof these past couple of days" i say trying to take them off him.

Its true my anxiety has been crazy I didn't want to tell anyone didn't want anyone worrying. Especially ant and dec they would lose their shit with me.

"No Isabella you can talk to me whats up" he says and sits on the bed.

"Nothing i just feel like shit and i dont know why im fine" i say.

"You sure? I can stay" he says.

"No im fine" i say.

"Alright fine. I will go as the taxi is waiting for me outside to take me to my house but the cigarettes are with me" he says.

"Bully" i shout as he walks out the door.

Little did he know i had another packet in my bag. I take it out and sit on the balcony. It was 1.00am and it was such a vibe looking over at new York. It was beautiful. I actually sit out there with a blanket for an hour on the swing and i scroll though facebook but then i get a text.

Robert- i can see you are still up. Get some sleep you will need it as we start filming tomorrow x

He put x see he is giving me mixed signals does he want this or not.

Me- okay dad see you tomorrow:)

Robert- *daddy

Uh what the fuck.

Robert- im joking but seriously get some sleep x

I switch my phone off and go back inside. I strip down to a tshirt and knickers and jump into bed. I connect my phone to the charger and stare at the ceiling. This was gonna be a fun month.