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  Cormac's POV

" So how was the surgery?" Lexie asked breaking the unbearable silence. " Um it was kinda cool we got a patient that swallowed some marbles." Elijah said. " Really? How old was the patient?" Meredith asked. " She was six years old." Elijah said taking a sip of his beer. " So Meredith how does it feel to be nominated for a Catherine Fox award?" Niklaus asked Meredith. " What?!" Elijah and Lexie said at the same time. " You guys didn't know?" Niklaus asked confused. " No, Meredith why didn't you tell us?" Lexie asked. " It's not a big deal." She said clearly not wanting to talk about it. " Not a big deal?!" Lexie said. " I knew this is how you guys would react that's why I didn't tell you guys." Meredith said taking a shot. " Well Meredith I hope you win." Niklaus said reaching his hand out to sit gently on top of hers. I looked at the way he was staring at her and for some reason it made me infuriated. " Well me and Lexie are going to throw some darts if anyone wants to join." Elijah said walking away with Lexie. " I'll go." Niklaus said breaking up his and Meredith's moment and walking towards Elijah and Lexie leaving me and Meredith by ourselves.

Meredith's POV:

Me and Cormac were in a silence until he rolled his eyes in annoyance. " What the hell is your problem?" I asked getting tired of his bullshit. " I don't have a problem." he said sipping some of his whiskey. " Yes you do. You've been having a problem with me since the moment we met." I told him. " OK maybe I do." he admitted. " Why?" I ask. " You get everything handed to you. You've never worked hard for anything. You wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for your last name." he said looking at me with anger in his eyes and a little bit of guilt. His words hurt a lot but I wasn't going to let somebody talk about me and get away with it. " I don't. My last name has made it harder for me in the medical environment. People always expect more from me, Lexie and Elijah because of our last name. Plus that isn't the real reason why you hate me because if it was then you would have a problem with Elijah and Lexie but you don't." I said looking at him with anger written all over my face. He just looked at me with guilt in his eyes and I'm not sure why. " I hate you" He said looking in my eyes. " I hate you too." I said back to him. " You don't have to tell me the real reason why you do cuz I honestly don't care. But atleast come up with a better excuse." I tell him and take the last shot of my tequila. He came up to me inches from our lips touching. I could feel his breath on me. He looked me in the eyes. I looked from his eyes to his lips and looked back up to his eyes again. We both moved in closer and I could barely feel our lips touching. He tilted my head up " Wow you go from practically having eye sex with your brothers best friend to trying to kiss me. You really are a slut. Sluts don't deserve to win a Catherine Fox Award." he said walking back to his seat. I felt hurt by his words and tried to blink my tears away. I walked and grabbed my purse and put my tab on the table and started to walk out of the bar letting a tear come out of my right eye quickly wiping it away and leaving.

Cormac's POV: ( 20 mins later )

" Where's Meredith?" Elijah asked. " She left." I said finishing the last of my whiskey and getting off of the stool. " Well it's getting late and I have an early surgery in the morning, so I'm going to head out." I said putting my tab on the table. " See you tomorrow mate." Niklaus said as I was walking out of the bar. I get to my car and get in the drivers seat and drive off home.

I get to my house and go through my door and sit on the couch. I let my face sit in my hands. I can't believe I said that to Meredith. I don't even know why I said it. It just came out. I think I might've made her cry. It was no secret that I didn't like her but she didn't deserve that from me. It's better that she hates me. I need her to hate me after everything I've done to her and her family. Even though I said something so cruel to her, I wouldn't take it back if it meant she hates me forever. This is for the best.

A/N : Sorry it took me so long to update but I've been a little busy. But here is this chapter hope you liked it. :)