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Mother

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Meredith's POV:

" Explain." I said not quite meeting his eyes. " Not here." he said. " No here." Elijah said looking like he was going to kill him. " I'll tell you guys inside away from the crowd." he said. I look at Elijah and we went inside.

We sat on the couch and waited for him to explain. " I was out with a friend. We were drunk and not thinking straight. He was at the wheel and we thought he could handle driving but it turns out he couldn't. We lost control over the car and it was either crash into a super market or crash another car. I grabbed the wheel and made it swerve and ended up hitting another car. Your mother's." he said.

" You killed her." I said not looking in his eyes. " I know and I'm sorry. I am." he said trying to look in my eyes. " How the hell do you have your license? How are you not in prison?" Elijah asks him. " The judge deemed it an accident. My friend is in prison but he'll be out in a couple months. Although nothing happened to me that day will always haunt me." he said. I look at Elijah. " Can I have a moment with him alone and tell all the guest to leave. The party's over." I said. Elijah and Hayley got up and left the living room and went outside.

" Mer, I'm sorry." he said and got up and came to the couch I was sitting on. He grabbed my hands put I just moved them away from him. " Look I don't expect you to forgive me for this at all. But I need you to know that I care and love you and I would never want to hurt you." he said. " That's all you've been doing. Hurting me." I said letting some tears come out of my eyes. " I know and I'm sorry. It was not intentional." he said trying to make me look at him. " Not intentional? You could have told me." I said almost whispering.

" I know and I should've but I was afraid. Afraid that I would lose you. The only reason I hated you for all these years was because I knew it would be better. The moment I found out that I killed you mother I distanced myself from you. I needed to. I needed for you to hate me. The desire to have you over came me and I couldn't help it. I'm so sorry." he said. " You were right." I said finally looking at him. He looked at me with confusion written all over his face. " You were right to be afraid to lose me." I said. " Mer don't, I love you." he said letting some tears out. " Get out. I never want to see you again. It's over." I said whispering.

" You don't mean that. We can get through this." he said begging. " This was a mistake. I made a mistake trusting you." I said crying. " I'll leave if you look me in my eyes and tell me you don't love me. That's the only way you'll get rid of me." he said with hope that I wouldn't be able to do that. I didn't want to but I have too. I look in his eyes. " I don't love you. Not anymore." I said. Putting us through heartbreak again.

A/N : Im sorry this chapter is short. it was also rushed. But I hope you like it. Let me know in the comments . :)