Marked Souls

29-My Soulmate life coming back to haunt me.

Time Skip-Three Months

I walk in the coffee shop turn on the music and start the coffee...

**Knock Knock**

I look at the clock 5:10am....too early we are not open yet...My mind wonders to the day I met my soulmate...tears start coming to my eyes....

**Knock Knock**

I go to the door and look out.....what the....a familiar face is staring at me..."Yoongi!?!" I open the door..

"Hey" he said.

"What are you doing here?" I say a little more loudly than I wanted to I knew they were in town but I didn't think after all this time any of them would come to see me.

"yyyaahhhhh! I woke up early to come to talk to you, you don't need to yell, can I have an americano, I miss your coffee." he gives me one of his gummy smiles.

"Of Course." I say as I turn to make the drinks. "How have you been?"

"Good and you?" he says

"Okay, How are Bangtan?" I ask as I'm handing him his drink. I really want to ask about Namjoon but I made my decision I need to stick to it.

"They are good" he says

I sit on the couch across from him drink in hand. "I heard you guys are in the States."

He lifts his eyebrows "Yeah going to do some interviews and performances"

"Cool" and Silence

"Ok well I guess I better say what I wanted to say, Why did you leave?"

"Uhh Yoongi please" I really don't want to answer that question

"Don't Yoongi please me, my friend is heartbroken and he doesn't even know why, he thinks it's because of his actions, but I know you wouldn't leave just for that" he raises his voice.

He's right the tears that I have been holding on to start to betray me. The last 3 months have been the hardest.

"It's the only way I can protect him" I barely whisper.

"Protect him?? what are talking about??" He asks softly.

I might as well tell him "When I was....ahhhh...attacked." I look up and see his eyes darken. the look on his face stops me in my tracks.

His face changes to concern "Yes go on" he waves his hand

"I was so scared...and my thoughts went to my family and him" I couldn't bring myself to say his name.

"I know that was scary for you but it was for him too. To see you like that it teared him up."

I shake my head "I know but ...I was so weak I couldn't defend myself and when they...they..." the tears won't stop.

"Hey its okay" he reaches over and holds my hand "You don't have to finish"

"No I need to say it...they threaten to kill me....all I could think was I am glad that we were not bonded." and couldn't control it anymore.. "I can't be the weak one that causes.....him....." I feel Yoongi's strong arms surround me and I let all the tears and pain out and just cried.

"Do you still like him?" he asks.

I look at him "It doesn't matter even if I look past that I can't have him risk his career."

"You didn't even give him a chance."

It's amazing how Yoongi can bring things out of me that my therapist has been trying to get me to release for the last 3 months I have been seeing her.

"MMMM" he said letting me go. "Well now here." He hands me an envelope.

"What this?"

"A car will be by to pick you you at 5 today, I hope you make it, he misses you so much."

"Then why are you here instead of him?" I ask

"He is trying to respect your decision."

"and You?"

"I just don't care when I think you are making a mistake. You two, Soulmates or not, you guys belong together." He smiles

I hug him "I missed you." he hesitates but then brings his arms up and hugs me back. Just then my first customer walked through the door.

"I better get going." he says.

"Okay." I say to Yoongi "Good morning I will be right with you." I tell the customer.

I watch as Yoongi walks to the door and turns back "See you tonight." and leaves.

My Soulmate life coming back to haunt me.

Namjoon POV

We are ready to go the producer says.

"Tonight's Guest is BTS!"

We step out on the stage, cheering and screaming start..we greet the talk show host.

"Hi guys introduce yourselves."

I turn "Hi Guys we are BTS...." Someone catches my eye as I bow...Her....She's here.....the tingling returned to my neck...SHE'S HERE...Our eyes finally meet... It was like the air out of the room was pulled.

"Hi I am.....RM" I said not thinking

"Hi I'm V I'm a nice guy"

"Hi Guys I'm your hope, you're my hope, I'm Jhope!"

'Hi Jin World Wide Handsome" blowing a kiss

"Hi guys I'm Suga"

"I'm Jimin nice to meet you."

"Hi I'm JK"

Focus Namjoon you are being interviewed.

During a commercial break, I look over at her. We made eye contact as always the air was pulled and I couldn't breathe I needed to talk to her. She looks way. After all this time she still has that effect on me.

"Hey we need to get ready for our performance" Yoongi pulls me back from my thoughts. "You can talk to her later."

He's right I walk away stealing one more look at her I'm not going to be able to look at her at all during the performance or I might walk straight off the set to her.

Y/N POV

Kim Tan walks up after their performance

"Miss Y/N' he says with a smile "this way."

He directs me to a room in the back

"He's on his way" I nod and leaves the room.

A couple minutes later the door opens and he is standing there...

Oh Shit After all this time he still makes me feel this way.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have come."