Marked Souls

30-Hard conversations!

Namjoon POV

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have come." she says

No NO NO "No! Please don't leave." She stops at the door.

"Namjoon." she starts

The way she says my name makes me want to grab her and kiss her.

"Please let me go first" I pause taking a deep breath "I'm sorry I wasn't there that didn't protect you." I look to the floor "I'm sorry I didn't just talk to you about the meeting."

"Namjoon it wasn't about you protecting me it's about me not being able to protect you." she says softly.

"What are you talking about?" I don't get it.

"When I was......attacked." She stops clearly having a hard time...the vision of her on the floor bleeding comes to my mind I clench my jaw. I wanted to grab her and never let go.

"All I could think was I was so glad that we were not bonded."

What did she just say..."What do you mean?" my feet start moving towards her.

"If I die and we were not bonded you could continue on with your life." she says almost a whisper, I can't believe what I am hearing.

"I couldn't even defend myself." She starts crying.

"Let me protect you, these last three months have been the hardest." I grab her gloved hand and she looks up at me, our connection happened I miss this. "If anything was to happen to you I don't know what I would do bonded or not."

"What about your career?"

"Management can't do anything to me it is written in my contract, they can strongly suggest, I'm choosing to not let them get in between us."

She looked away and pulled her hand away "You still want me after all this?" She says with a whisper looking at the floor.

"Do I want you? I need you bond or not."

She looks up through her long lashes with tears threatening to fall.

"Me?" She asks

"Yes, you." I smile and grab her gloved hand again"I missed you, don't ever leave me again."

Y/N POV

He grabs my hand making my heartbeat quicken

"I missed you, don't ever leave me again." The way he was looking at me the pain I caused.

"I missed you too." Finally letting the tears fall.

"Come home with me." He says looking at me waiting

"I don't know Namjoon isn't this too fast we should think about this." letting go of his hand

"This is all I have thought about after you left. I'm not leaving without you." He says his eyes show determination and in a low voice almost a growl. "I am not leaving without you."

I take a step back he moves forward never breaking our eye connection.

"But I gave up my apartment," I whisper still caught in his gaze.

"See if you can stay with your mom. I'm sure she will be happy you are back home."

My Mom Ugh. "That would mean I would have to talk to my mom and she is still hurt that I didn't stay with her after the attack."

"Would that be a bad thing?" he asks "Orrrr.." he says "Stay with me until we figure out everything. Just come home with me." in a low voice.  

"What??" The shock in my voice was a little louder than I wanted it to be.