Let me respawn (Discontinued)

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Tilted writing = thoughts

At school, i only have me and my big sister, rachel. She worries about me a lot because i have no friends and chooses to hang with me. I don't object but i always encourage her to hang out with her own friends. I talk to her about everything and we basically have the same mind.  

At home, its only me, rachel and mum. Dad died from a heart attack when i was 10. Mum works many different jobs to keep us afloat, specifically 5. Rachel works 2 and i don't work cause i'm too young.

Rachel truly doesn't know how much she means to me. I mean without her my whole life would be silence because mum is hardly around and when she is she is sleeping. But she deserves her rest, she deserves way more. She deserves better, so does rachel. I'm just lucky i have such supportive family, they work so hard. I just leach off them, and for that i feel bad. But i don't share these type of thoughts. But they are in my mind 80% of the time. Its just easy to hide them. Well its mostly because people don't really notice me, so i honestly don't even need to hide them. But i do, i do...