𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶𝓷𝓪𝓹

𝖎 𝖆𝖕𝖔𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖎𝖟𝖊// 𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘𝖙

"i wanna say i incredibly sorry. I havent posted in- what 3 months? Honestly i promised i'd post as soon as possible but sadly i missed that and here we are. Im genuinely sorry." sapnap sighed and looked into heis mirror before groaning."Ughhh thats too cheesy!" He sighed trying yet again to suffice himself for his apology video. After around 20 more minutes he gave up and went out to the kitchen to grab a cup of coffee.

He didnt even like coffee yet somehow he always managed to drink it every morning. Maybe he had gotten used to it? no one knows.

He pulled his feet out t the kitchen where his roommates Dream/clay and george whre aleady sitting, seeming quite serious.

He noticed and quietly made his way to the cabinet grabbing his mug and filling it with the dark liquid.

George turned his head and gloanced at dlŕeam before sighing. "nick. We have to talk." He whispered in almost a worriedtone. Sapnap slowly made his way to the counter where the two were sitting on their barstools and sat down opposite of both of them.

"nick-" Dream started before getting interrupted by George."Whats wrong with you recently?" the ravenette flinched acting like he didnt understand the fact that they had both noticed his episode of all known depression.Dream hit georges arm but george kept talking anyways.

"Honestly! You havent been posting, youve cancelled colabs, youve cancelled meetups with people like punz. What the hell is up with you?!" Dream sighed and whispered somethingt to the brunette which seemed to calm him a bit.

"i- i dont. i dont know what you mean. I haven't been feeling well thats all." Sapnap mumbled out not liking the feeling of being confronted. The two's eyes contsantly staring into his human soul wasn't something he specifically enjoyed.

"you know exactly what we're talking about." Finally. Dream spoke up. Not specifically good for sapnap who faltered under the blondes words. But for George? success was his.

sapnap shivered a little and looked at his cup with coffee that he hadn't touched since he out it on the counter."No no i genuinely dont." Sapnap tried sounding a bit more confident hoping it would work. It did not."Dont lie to me sapnap." Dream said again, a bit more stern this time. The ravenette sighed and grabbed some milk pouring it into his coffee."Well? what do you want me to say? Oh yeah im feeling so fucking useless right now that i dont wan't to burden people with my disgusting appearance. Or that i want this shitty life of mine with constant arguments and disbeliefs to end so tradgically that i shift the entire world?"both of his roommates flinched their eyes wide as they stared at him"None of those things is what you wanted to hear was it?" George shook his head slowly,The ravenette faked a smiled "See? i couldn't lie and now your surproised and worried at the same time. Sometimes i wish i could always lie y'know."

"nick i-" "nope."

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quite a serious chapter innti? this is actually something i just threw together because i didnt want to stress my apology long enough. If your new to this book. Hi! I'm Kris. The author. i havent posted something in what- a few weeks? Maybe a month? idk. I wanted to post this before wattpads shut down for tomorrow. I know it'll get back up after nov 1 but better soon than late.

So yes. I want to apoligize. Most of the stuff said in this chapter is about me ut inside other characters if that makes sense- What sap said:Well? what do you want me to say? Oh yeah im feeling so fucking useless right now that i dont wan't to burden people with my disgusting appearance. Or that i want this shitty life of mine with constant arguments and disbeliefs to end so tradgically that i shift the entire world?# is mainly my mindset rn which is worrying. So ive been trying to focus on my mental health which has failed miserably.

Hopefully it gets better soon and im rllyhappy for all the positive support on this book. Thank you all heartfully and happy halloween.<3