evidence is key -(kazufuyu)

never try trusting yourself

Takes place when kazutora was in juvie
Warning mentions of :

- trauma
- suicide
- mental issues
- mental abuse
- breakdowns

If you feel uncomfortable please skip to the next chapter for more information

(POV : kazutora/mine)
As in .. yeah i think you get it

Its all mikey's fault
Its his fault
His fault
I did nothing
Its all his fault
Its not mine -i did nothing wrong
Nothing wrong
Nothing

Its not my fault
.
But.....why ? is the real question ,nothing about it makes any sense.

"Dont try killing yourself, you hear me?"
"Mikey forgives you."
"Its okay. "

SO MANY useless reasons to forgive or worse forget about it. Mikey did a sincere thing after everything he dare to have done to hurt him. What was he thinking, forgiving me ? He'd thought over and over wondering how could this be any real. Why?.
.
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"Who's side are you picking kazutora me or your...father?"

"I...i cant choose."

"So its your ...fathers side. "

"n--no that not what i me-"

"So your on your mother's side."

"But i dont wanna choose i cant !"

.....
That wasn't suppose to be a choice, he didn't want to choose. He'd found it unsettling whenever he had to choose between something. Wether it be something small as to picking a beverage to choosing between friends and family to choosing between life or death. Kazutora didn't fear death. He'd thought maybe that would be his excuse to leaving this world he calls hell. Kazutora hated a certain amount of people that would enter his life unannounced. The hatred for himself is no where near enough as to hating people who lack common sense.

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Did you know, Mikey? If you kill people, that makes you a bad guy. But if you kill enemies, that makes you a hero.

Kazutora sits in his sell rethinking his whole life as every moment passed by. His limp body seated at the cold concrete floor as he stared blankly at the wall. Scratched and torn the wall still stands. It still doesn't give in. How strange. No thoughts would interrupt his deap focus on forgetting. He didn't need help. He never did. So why.. why did everyone bother helping him. Many times he asked for forgiveness that time he feels ut was not his place.

But...

Those last words that draken said,Were enough to keep going... Those words meant forgiveness is not always as sad. It felt. .. releasing for Kazutora to be able to be forgiven.

I promised to change or try for the better...its for the best. Maybe. I . Wouldn't. be.the.bad.guy anymore.
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His thoughts

Ill be free to do my own thing and live a normal life

I cried

Alot...

And more

More..

But least ill be good in a few years
Why- did i do that.... whats wrong with me?

....

Day 183

I like the quiet...its memorizing..its
Peaceful

Day 239

...quiet

Day 489
...quiet

Day 999

I hate it here....its smells

Day 1238

....

Day 2875

....i need to change...just like i said i would

Day 3650

Its almost time for me to be released
....i guess thats good in a way

Day 5475

....i got out...

Im....

......

Free?

End
-653 words
Ill update soon it took him 3650 days to get out of juvie thats 10 years
...of sadness :(