Never Kiss and Teller

Was I Wrong?

Sorry for all the short chapters my friends but I'm trying to update more for you. We are slowly coming to the end of Never Kiss and Teller but I can make another Jax Fanfic if I have enough interest. ;)

Shock. That was the only thing I was feeling. Sitting in the T/M truck again. Jax, Gemma and Clay were all arguing in the T/M parking lot. I had yet to get out of the truck. My hands were wrapped together in my lap. This was going to be my life, whether I liked it or not. Running from bad people and having to watch over my shoulder. I caught jax' figure in the side mirror of the truck. I was back into the mess of a life. And I needed to accept it. Gemma was yelling in Clays face, obviously disgusted with him. She stormed off to the office not long after, Clay tailing behind. Jax sauntered to the truck. Pulling open the door, I looked at him.
"You getting out?" He asked with a pitied look. Swinging my feet so they rested on the truck running board. I narrowed my eyes and spoke,
"How do I end this mess?"

I marched into the office where Clay had just thrown a stack of papers to the floor. They scattered everywhere and I watched my step as I gave him a shove. But before he could retaliate this time. Jax had intervened.
"That's enough!" Gemma barked and I pointed at Clay.
"You started this mess. Now how do we finish it? I thought Tupen was dead?" Clay rubbed his forehead. 
"He is." He sighed "but his brother isn't," My eyes shot to Jax who looked just as confused as I did.
"So he wants some sort of revenge?" Gemma asked with anger prominent in her voice.
"No it's not like that. He was apart of the bomb set up. Hell I never would have pulled it off if he didn't supply the ammunition." Then it clicked.
"This wasn't about the shipment," I stated and Clay rubbed the back of his neck.
"We had another proposition yes. But he isn't pulling the end of his deal." I rolled my eyes.
"You should've brought it to the table." Jax barked and clay smashed his fists to the office desk.
"It was make the deal or we would have lost all that money." Jax grabbed my hand and I jumped.
"You put her life in danger." He shook my hand a little and released the grip. "You got Fuller killed. And we barely got any money from the shipment." Jax pointed his finger in clays face. "This is going to the table now." Jax stormed out of the office and I followed after. Confused about what exactly was going on. But I think I was upset with Jax for the wrong reasons. I don't think he knew about half of what was going on.
"Jax!" I called after him. Trying to catch up in the heels I was wearing. Poor fashion choice of the day but I didn't think I would've been a part of a bombing
"Jax hold on!" He stopped, turned around and with out hesitation embraced me. It took me a second to realize what he was doing and I felt horrible guilt. I was so upset with him, so angry because I thought he was just using me like the how many other men in my life. I hugged him back and apologized to him. I wasn't a head of admitting when I was wrong.
"Nah you had every right to be upset with me. But we need to deal with Clays mess before we can talk about stuff with us okay." I looked up at him and nodded. This was what I wanted, for once I felt like we were a team. Not just me sitting on the sidelines wondering when I might have to get involved. This did involve me now and I was going to help end it.