"I thought I'm the one who trap you into my world, but I guess I'm wrong"
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Love is not as simple and easy as you think. It can be happy, it can be complicated, it can teach you a lesson so you learn and fix it...
I opened my eyes when the light from outside make it feel uncomfortable. But my feelings, I feel a little bit better than yesterday, calmer. As usual, sleeping is always my best therapy. Although it's the end, I can still feel the pain in the deep of my heart, and maybe it's hard although for an apology. What Mark said to me last night, hurt me so bad.
I stretch my body and when I turn to the left side, I saw Mark sleeping on the sofa. Didn't he go to Aera last night? I looked at him that sleeping well, but from his face, I can tell he looked tired.
I wake up slowly and take a shower. After getting ready, I wanted to leave the hotel room. To be honest, I don't know how to deal with Mark after what happened last night. It does leave me so much pain. So, I'm trying to avoid him. I grabbed my stuff before leaving.
"Jennie", Mark that just wakes up called me. I looked at him with no expressions.
"What", I said.
"Where are you going?", He asked me.
"Somewhere where there is no you?", I replied. He wakes up and sits down looking at me.
"Jennie, I know what I said was so harsh to you. I'm so sorry for what happened last night. I'm so sorry that I'm so bad for you since the beginning. Can you forgive me? I know it's hard for you to forget everything that I did. I know I'm stupid and not good at keeping my promises. I'm the worst. The worst of all the human being", He said sincerely and today, I saw another side of him. He is like a child that make a mistake and wanted to apologize for it. I smile secretly because I feel he is so funny. The worst of all the human beings? Yes, you are!
"You really the worst. Didn't you say I'm an easy woman? Gosh!And what? I'm having an affair too? I'm not the same as you. Remember that", I said and smirked. He looked at me and looked down. My anger slowly rise, especially when I remembered those painful words.
"I'm so sorry", He apologized. I sighed and look at him.
"Sorry is not enough. You can make mistakes again and again. After that, you said the same things as you did before. I don't need an apology. I need your action on me not just a word", I said strictly.
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"I will prove to you that I will never do it again. But Jennie, can you stay with me today?", He asked me. I'm the one who gets hurt, but why does he look the worst? I sighed and put my stuff on the table. I'm just too kind for him and yet, I hate conflict. We will stay as friends anyway, so, nothing going to be changed.
"Thank you", He thanked me and smile. I looked at him seriously.
"You're not welcome", I said seriously. He still smiles. Are you crazy now, Mark? This guy, I need to bring him to the hospital really. I guess his cell brain die after the argument.
His phone is ringing. I glance at it and of course, I know who is calling if not that crazy girl.
