The Sex Goddess First Love

Chapter Fourteen

Andi's P.O.V.

Nanonood kami ni Tristan ng tv. His head is resting on my lap. I gently stroke his hair and looked at him. He's been really sweet to me simula ng mag-confess siya ng feelings niya sa akin. Pero I'm not sure kung ano ba talaga kami. We kiss pero simple and short peck on the lips lang, it's not a passionate kiss we shared noong night na may nangyari sa amin. Boyfriend ko na ba siya? I don't really know how relationships work. I've never had a boyfriend before.

"Bakit?" Tristan asked when he caught me staring at him.

"Nothing." I answered. But i really wanted to ask him kung ano na ba status namin. Pero i don't have the guts. Should i just be contented sa kung ano ang meron kami?

Binalik niya ng attention niya sa tv.

"Tristan, how many girlfriends do you had before?" Tanong ko, out of curiosity.

"Hmm... Hindi pa talaga ako nagkakaroon ng girlfriend sa totoo lang." Sabi niya.

" Really?" I'm not convinced. Impossible na hindi pa siya nagkakaroon ng girlfriend.

"Bakit parang hindi ka naniniwala? Hindi pa talaga. Just short flings and casual sex." Sabi niya. Then napaupo siya at humarap sa akin."Pero alam mo, Andi, may nakilala akong babae. Maganda siya at mabait. Gusto ko na nga yata siya e. Ano sa tingin mo ang dapat kong gawin para mapasagot siya? Hindi kasi ako marunong manligaw."

I looked down trying not to cry. God! Meron na pala siyang babeng nagugustuhan. So all those kisses and hugs meant nothing to him? Am i just one of his flings?

His hand held my chin, forcing me to look at him. My vision were blurry with tears. "Andi, bakit?"

Inilayo ko ang muka ko sa kaniya at umiwas ng tingin. "W-wala. I got something stuck on my eyes."

"Ah ok. Gusto kong makilala mo siya, Andi. May date kami ngayon at isasama kita." Sabi niya. What a sadist! He knows naman that I'm inlove in him tapos gusto niyang iharap ako sa babaeng gusto niya!

"No thanks, I'll stay here nalang." Sabi ko. Tumayo ako sa couch at lumakad papunta sa kwarto.

"Saan ka pupunta? Hindi pa tapos ang palabas." I heard him say. I ignored him. Who gives a darn about the show. I so hate him. Pinaasa niya lang ako. May pa i like you - i like you pa siyang nalalaman yun pala may iba na siyang nagugustuhan.

After a few minutes, kumatok siya sa pinto ko.
"Andi, nagtext na siya sa akin. Papunta na daw siya. Kailangan na natin umalis."

" Then go! I'm not going with you. Ayokong maistorbo ang date niyo." Sabi ko.

"Gusto ka nga niya makilala." Sabi niya. What an ass!

"Ayoko! Dito nalang ako." Sabi ko naman.

He opened the door at pumasok sa kwarto.

"Ang rude mo talaga. You can't come into my room!"

" It's not locked."

I crossed my arms."That's because it doesn't have lock."

" Sumama ka na, please!" He begged.

"Bakit ba gusto moko isama. Do i really have to be there?"

"Oo naman, you're important to me, Andi. Gusto kong makilala mo ang unang babaeng nagpatibok ng puso ko." He said with a big smile in his face. Oh how i envy that girl. I wish i could make Tristan that happy.