Lovable

Chapter-1: Heartbreak

Pha POV:

This boy has not come out of his room for 3 days now. Didn't even attend his classes. Well i don't blame him, he is broken hearted. 3 days ago Kit finally accepted to be Ming's boyfriend after a long courting. i am happy for my best friend Kit,of course i am, i hope he is happy in his life too and Ming is a pretty decent guy (and if he does anything to Kit i can always call Forth to beat him up). But this confession broke someone else's heart, that someone is now not getting out of his room.

I have been sending Beam food everyday but I have no idea if he is eating or not. This has to end now! He can't just mop around and not come out of his room forever! Kit is also worried about him even if he has no idea what happened to his best friend. Beam didn't really tell anyone about his feeling towards kit, not even me, but i noticed how he looks at Kit , how he care about his, the longing look in his eye, he can't hide that from me, I notice everything about him of course i love him, its unrequited love, i know he loves Kit dearly and he is broken hearted, so i just hid me little broken heart in the side to take care of Beam. I can't see him in sorrow like this, seeing him like this hurts me even more.

"Beamie ! open the door please. You don't have to come out just let me in!! " I said as I knocked on his door.

Beam opened the door slightly and looked at me from the gap, " what?" he asks me lightly. I can see his eyes are swollen and he looks like he hasn't slept for days.

"Let me in Beam, dont be alone, let me be with you okay, i will take care of you. I am worried about your health", I told him, looking worried.

Without a world he opened the door wide and went back inside. I entered his room and locked his door. I brought some chicken soup, in hope of him eating it. As I enter the room I can see he has not cleaned the room in the past 3 days. The bed is a mess, there are beer bottles on the floor and I can see Beam laying on the sofa taking another sip of the beer on the coffee table.

"Beam you should not drink like this, it is not healthy",I said my concern to me. But does he care? No.

"If you hear to sprout nonsense like this then you should go back Pha.", Beam said tiredly.

This is going to be harder than I thought. I sat next to him on the floor near the sofa as I also opened a bottle of beer for myself.

"Beam, how long are you thinking of staying in? You know we are worried, i am worried, Kit is worried, won't stop asking what happened, Forth looked like he is going to murder someone, " I said while taking a sip of my beer, he giggle a bit when i mentioned about Forth. But it's true he looked like he was ready to kill someone, N'Yo has not been able to control this monster Forth. Well he is protective of the Beam, we all actually are.

" Look, it's going to be fine. I know it hurts, but staying in like this is not going to help either" I advised him .

"What should I do then Pha" he smiled sadly. I could feel his sadness.

"Do you know how it feels to love someone knowing that they are not going to feel the same way?" Beam asked as he kept drinking.

Yes I do Beam, yes I do. I thought to myself, I didn't say anything. What am I supposed to say? Move on? it's okay? I know how it feels, I know it's hard to move on, I knew it was not okay, so I couldn't say anything to him.

We sat there in silence and just kept drinking.

After a while I forced him to drink the soup and sleep somehow. I dragged him from the couch after feeding and put him on the bed. I somehow tucked him and was going to go back to my dorm, beam grabbed my hand and said "please stay, it's lonely" I didn't know what to do. I felt like if I stay that's selfish, Beam doesn't want it but the other side of me wants to comfort him and tell him it's all going to be okay.

"Don't leave Pha" Beam said again , so I stayed back.

I got myself comfortable and Beam cuddled me to my chest. My heartbeat was racing. He lays his head on my chest as he hugs me and continues sleeping . He is so drunk. Oh Beam, what are you doing to me?

I hugged him and tried to sleep.

Next morning :

I wake up first and look down at Beam as he is sleeping hugging my waist with his head on my chest. He looks so peaceful right now. Hopefully he will feel better today. I want him to feel happy and feel loved with me or without me. I don't care but I never want him to feel like he felt the past days. I will do whatever in my power to make him happy.

"Ugh.. my head" Beam said as he started to wake up.

After a second he froze and looked up to me.

"Good morning Beam. how are you feeling right now?"I whispered to him . I didn't want his head to hurt more than it does right now.

"I- pha? What-" Beam started panicking as he abruptly sat up on the bed "shit my head!!" He said while He grabbed his head.

"Hey calm down!" I said as I sat up.

"What are you doing here Pha?"

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My second book !

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